Clothes Are a Political Statement. Here's Why.
I owe my personal style to the draconian restrictions of a nation that no longer exists. Born and raised in Moscow, I spent my teens lusting after fashions from beyond the Iron Curtain and hating the shapeless gray garments favored by the Communist Party. Clothes sold in Soviet stores reminded me of the babushkas perched in front of apartment buildings, scolding my generation with their suspicion and gossip.
Unlike most of my friends, who could access foreign-made apparel only through the black market, I had a father whose work regularly took him to Eastern Bloc countries, and I lived for when he’d come home, carrying suitcases laden with imitations of mid-1980s acid-washed Levi’s. Then his job changed, and he stopped traveling; I had to settle for sewing.
My mother and I spent hours duplicating patterns—voluminous plaid skirts and shoulder-padded blouses—from a smuggled-in West German fashion magazine. That ended when we emigrated to the U.S. in 1990: The smorgasbord of clothing dazed me. I'd thumb through the racks in Marshalls, assembling outfits I’d seen on Style with Elsa Klensch and marveling at designer denim.
Thirty-plus years after my first illicit pair of jeans, my fashion sense may still be in a state of delayed adolescence, but dressing young satisfies my need to stand apart. Though I’ll soon approach the age of the babushkas of my youth, I’ll never be them, in spirit or in dress. With all my former constraints lifted, I cherish the option to choose—especially if the choice is frayed denim culottes.
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