"Why am I here? Next year I celebrate 20 years of being on the road. I've dedicated my life to country music, I home school my children, I worked three years on my record, I support, you know, 40 to 50 families, I have for 18 years, and I never stopped. And I'm in trouble because I lost myself. I'm the woman who forgot to put herself on the list. And I'm real tired...I don't have it together. I'm losing my way here." — Wynonna
"I keep thinking I can do it myself," Wynonna says. "And the hardest part is saying, 'I can't do it by myself.' I really thought I was so damn strong that I could. ... The other night at this function, I look at mom and Ashley who are so beautiful...I'm standing there with mom and Ashley and I feel like I don't belong. I've never felt like I belonged."
"The first thing I said was, 'It's okay.' And of course I'm raging inside...and I've just now come to realize nine years later, I'm really angry. Being authentic and knowing who you are, not just what you do, is sacred and I'm doing it now, and all the work is painful."
Naomi: I don't know that I thought about it every day of my life, but there were certainly very few days that I didn't live with this secret and I think it does something to a child.
Ashley: I think...not knowing the truth is what has messed her up rather than having found out. I had more compassion and understanding for her because I knew. It's interesting that I didn't consider it my place to tell her. I'm not sure why I didn't but I certainly got to the point when I was 26 when I thought, "Enough!"
Ashley: Her current effort [to lose weight] is different because of how deeply she's investigating the roots of her extra weight and why all those previous efforts did fail. I think that doing it publicly with Oprah as her supporter will be really helpful. I hope that I've made it clear over the years, I love her however she is, as long as she's healthy.
"There are tremendous challenges—some significant work needing to be done," Bob explains. "The eating is the next horizon. There's a lot of tough work. Not everyone was necessarily meant to beat this thing. But it can be done, and it's an unbelievable journey, if you're up for it. Every day you have to recommit to working out, to this way of life. It's not easy."
"I have [noticed a change in her commitment], and it's only because of this show," Dominick said. "I've been with her for three years, and it was always like, 'How can I get her to commit to this workout?' She's always giving to everybody else all day long. We have a set workout, but I'm always the first to get cancelled. I know in her heart, she wants this."
"The biggest thing we're monitoring right now is Wynonna's portions," Cathy says.
It's one of the hardest parts of the change in lifestyle, Wynonna admits, because she no longer gets that instant gratification!
Roach, Wynonna's husband: I really don't see a bad challenge. I see a good challenge. A challenge of new life, of a new beginning. A challenge of living longer and really caring about you and your family. Because without her, there is no family.
Wynonna: He is so optimistic. Roach loves me. He's seen me at my best and worst. He is more positive than I am, and it puts a little more pressure on me. I'm trying to look at him and say, yes, I want to do this for you, but I have to do it for myself.
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