About a week after the baby was born, Chris broke down. "He went out to get a changing table," Brooke says, "and he came back much sooner than I thought. And he sat down and burst into tears. … He said, 'What is wrong with you? You don't sing to the baby. You don't even look at the baby.' He said, 'I was in the store and there were women who are happy to hold their children.' … He just couldn't handle seeing them and knowing what he had waiting for him at home."