Excerpt from Killing Willis
A nurse came in and smiled at me.
"You've got to go to a meeting," she said.
"I'm not going to no meeting," I said. "Screw you."
All of my anger erupted then. It was like when I was in school and a bully pushed me too far, and I started releasing this pure rage built up from everything bad that had happened to me in my home life. There was no stopping me until I let it all out of me. I stormed into the bathroom, ripped the shower rod down from the wall, and held it up like a weapon as I ran back into my bedroom.
"Come on!" I shouted. "Any of you guys come in here, I'm going to hit you all with this shower rod."
I didn't care how many staff members they sent in after me. The anger had a hold on me, and I was going to fight them all.
I heard them sound some sort of alarm out in the hall.
I stood there with my shower rod in the air, wondering what was going on.
"I don't care," I thought. "What are they going to do? Send all of their guys in here? Let them. I'm going to beat the crap out of all their guys. Come on!"