If I Loved You, I Would Tell You This
By Robin Black
288 pages;
Random House
"It took me eight years to write the ten stories here," says Robin Black in the acknowledgments of her debut collection, If I Loved You, I Would Tell You This.
It shows. This book is not a fast read. Rather, it offers the kind of
storytelling that's so deft, so understated, and so compelling that you
have to slow down to savor each vignette: "Only my old yellow beach
chair remains beside that empty space, out of season and left behind,
improbably vivid, improbably bright, against the autumn hues, against
the failing day." Poetics aside, Black's characters are conventional,
like people we know—the soccer mom, the teenage daughter, the guy next
door—but their tales vibrate with aberrant energy. In "Gaining Ground," a
single mother struggles to make meaning out of the senseless actions of
her insane father. It begins: "My dad died on the night my bathwater
ran with an electric current in it. Or maybe it was the other way
around. My water ran electric on the night my father died." Fans of Mary
Gaitskill, Amy Bloom, and Miranda July will feel like they've found
gold in a river when they discover Robin Black; she's a nervy new writer
to watch.
— Kristy Davis