Though the McCanns had already been through a lot, another tough blow came four months into the search when they were named as suspects in Madeleine's disappearance. "It was incredibly upsetting because, just when you think things can't get any worse. It made me very angry. It suddenly dawned on me that they weren't looking for Madeleine and they weren't looking for the abductor," Kate says. "When that happened and I got angry, I just felt stronger. I just thought, 'I'm going to fight to the death for Madeleine.'"