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Louder Than A Bomb - The Poet and His Poems: Lamar Jorden

Posted: Thu 01/05/2012 10:55 AM

SHOOTER

By Lamar Jorden

2:56 PM

Bullets bask in barrel before booming

Students zooming towards exit run rampant like thoughts in my head

Any student not thought to be dead

Gets shot again

Students think "not again" as my tech shoots shades of Virginia

Within the mutual minds behind mines Blacksburg turns into DeKalb

Students scream aloud as rounds rip through the crowd

The scene is wild

But for once

I get to be center stage

Behind my blank look I'm in a rage

A renegade

Tamed but in a cage I stand

Stance stiff as a statue starin' at chu

Shots and shotgun shells fly like pterodactyls

The scene is so thick

Which fits cuz I'm an outcast

But this is no "Player's Ball"

This is a scene of prayers, calls and screams

Anybody from teens to professors to football players crawl and I spray em all

Lay em all down in a timely fashion

As they're dashin' to safety I'm safely solid as a mannequin

Brandishin' 3 handguns and a shotgun

The world is goin’ crazy

The world is goin’ crazy I'm just a daily reminder

Scrutinize my autopsy you still won't find a spine to justify my acts

You run from my bullets but can't escape the fact that this goes back

This goes back to the 19th century in elementaries around the globe

1891

St. Mary's Parochial School

Fools before me used shotguns to empty a class

Fast forward 36 years 1927

2nd to 6th graders were the targets

45 were martyred

58 more wounded at the hands of school board member Andrew Kehoe

Y'all upset at me though

This coward killed kids because his farm was being foreclosed

These were the same people chose to own slaves at the time

We’re all slaves in the mind

I swear the world is goin' crazy

The world is insane

School shootings are more overrated than Lil' Wayne

So tell his fans at Northern Illinois that I'm the shooter

Skin Thicke like Robin and matches in pigmentation

Tell his fans at Northern Illinois that I'm the shooter

Gunsmoke and sudden death make the atmosphere putrid

Today's Valentine's Day homie I wanna be Cupid

Slugs replace arrows

Icebox replaces heart that I can't seem to find

No one seems to mind that students show more school spirit when someone is dead

Who was Dan Parmenter before he bled Husky Red?

Shots to the head seemingly make you more popular

That has to be why most the shooters kill themselves

Resembling suicide bombers from countries we are brainwashed to think is a threat

We are fighting over oil

My blood boils at the realization that you can get killed for nothin’ in college

Just as easily as you can in a war or in jail

But we're still more concerned with weed sales and pushin' the whip

I guess this is what happens when a country is run by a Bush and a Dick

 

 

The world is beyond crazy

Why are we overseas when the real war is in front of us?

The real war is in the institutions that are supposed to build a better tomorrow

The sorrow is in the hearts of those who fall victim to those dimming bright futures

We fight foreigners when we are the ones who will shoot cha

I'm sorry

This is a life in the day of a resentful shooter

This goes out to the victims at Northern Illinois

Virginia Tech

Columbine High School

University of Texas

Bath School

Poe Elementary

Cologne

The list goes on

I'm sorry

Because guns don't kill people

We kill ourselves but 

the world is going crazy

Crazy like myself

Crazy like the fact that if Bush cared for my mental health

Five innocent lives

Woulda been spared.

I'm sorry....

I’m sorry...

 

 

Louder Than A Bomb - The Poet and His Poems: Adam Gottleib

Posted: Thu 01/05/2012 10:48 AM

MAXWELL STREET

By Adam Gottlieb

This is the poem the blood in my hands has been waiting to write

since my last Yiddish-speaking grandparent died.

 

My dad says

when he was too little to see above a deli stand,

his dad would let him take a quarter from that day’s earnings

and let him make his way

through the stampede

of brown-eyed brownian motion

that was Jewish Maxwell Street.

He’d lift his arm to the invisible vendor,

the quarter would transform into a hot dog.

No ketchup.

 

But now

my dad’s people are receding north

as fast as his hairline. 

Maxwell Street became Rogers Park,

Rogers Park became Devon,

became Arthur,

became North Shore,

became

the North Shore.

 

And it seems to me

that this is the way we Jews have always lived –

always leaving our homes,

wandering through the world as if through deserts,

crossing from one place to another.

Even for all that Pesach prattle about the glory of freedom,

Jews are still among those

who cross the street from a dark face,

apparently honoring our ancestors

who escaped from Africans by walking the length of a sea.

 

And while my grandma struggled as an immigrant,

I think she at least was free,

a Jew who understood that in America

being Jewish is not as hard as being black,

that the two don’t even compare,

that the bible goes so far back

that they don’t even really have slavery in common,

just Maxwell Street.

 

And even if I never called my grandma bubbe,

I want to write this poem in the spirit of remembrance.

When I was on the SkoMor soccer team,

I was the only Jew,

the kids asked me if I picked pennies from the ground,

teased me about going to hell,

and I only wondered where all the Jews

who were supposed to be in Skokie actually were.

 

From Egypt to Israel,

from Israel to Russia,

from Russia to New York,

to Maxwell Street,

to Devon, to Skokie,

to wherever the hair on my dad’s head will go

by the time he is buried in the soil from the Mount of Olives,

I hope for these Hebrews who can’t seem to stay in one place

an exodus only from the same mistakes.

 

And grandma,

who never hated anyone unless they hated someone for no reason –

you were Maxwell Street,

your heart a place that anyone could call home –

where crossing the street meant saying hello, merhaba,

or Evanston chanting STEINMETZ!

or doing anything that brought you closer to someone else,

and all I wanted to ask you before you died

was how I could find God as clearly as you did,

so that I could be a prophet,

and bring your love to the chosen people,

deemed such by their meeting your standard

of having a heartbeat.

 

 

Louder Than A Bomb - World Premiere January 5!

Posted: Tue 12/13/2011 11:35 AM

A Mic. A Stage. A Pen. A Page.
Louder Than A Bomb
chronicles the stereotype-confounding stories of four teams as they prepare for and compete in the 2008 event. By turns hopeful and heartbreaking, the film captures the tempestuous lives of these unforgettable kids, exploring the ways writing shapes their world, and vice versa. This is not "high school poetry" as we often think of it. This is language as a joyful release, irrepressibly talented teenagers obsessed with making words dance. How and why they do it—and the community they create along the way—is the story at the heart of this inspiring film.

Louder Than a Bomb is honored to be the recipient of the 2011 Humanitas Prize for Documentaries. The Humanitas Prizes celebrate films and TV shows that are both entertaining and uplifting and reveal our common humanity.

This OWN Documentary Club film premieres Thursday, January 5, 9/8c.
Watch the Trailer!
Visit the Louder Than The Bomb Website!
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