Raymond was at his most violent on vacation, Barbara says. "He would drink a lot. ... He came very close to killing me in Jamaica," she says. "My biggest fear was that he was going to kill me, and after he killed me, he was going to kill my children."
Barbara says the breaking point came when she decided against joining Raymond on a trip to Florida. "He was in the bathroom and ... he had a gun on the counter right next to the sink," she says. Barbara claims that Raymond came at her with the gun in his hand and that's when she shot him to death.