I am a 30 yrs old Jamaican who in similarty with both of you knows what hardship is and who knows what some success is. The trouble is the persons who I have sitting in the front row of my life are not suppose to be there. You see I believe in clearing the past and preparing for ones future there should be no hitch.

At this age I a Police Officer, a mother and is involved with a married man who just also happen to be the father of my four years old son. This man sat in my front row for the past six yrs and I allowed him to be the leader in my front row when I should know I was only an option for him, not a priority. I was in the middle row of his life or probably if I should check deeper I would end up at the back row.

So I prayed for wisdom. I needed God to work this out for me. This was an impossible situation for me as well cause this man is a very angry person and I do not want to be on the seven o clock news as another bedroom tradegy. God has a purpose for me and indeed I will allow God to direct my path. I was also not happy being a Police Officer. I am an entertainer and welfare person and would rather see people laugh than hurt.

I believe in my own destiny, I am a prayerful person. One day when this man was away. I left... I left... he has not seen or heard from me since...My front row is now clean. I decide who sits in my front row.