Lack of Fulfillment and Who is God?

Hello Oprah Community:

I must say that today's discussion hit it on the nose for me. Even though I know and believe that God has me in my hands, I srill know He has something greater for me to do on this earth. It may be staying at home and taking care of my children for now. I need to be patient with God and trust in Him that He is walking my path with me.

God is a loving person, but he also is a jealous and angry God. My mom died when I was 14 and I blamed God at first; but grieving and holding my sister tight and then speaking to my mom at the last moments what that she said, " Babies I will be ok. I will see Jesus and I want to see you all there too. Take care of your sister and I love you." It hurts and it is sad, but Jesus can comfort you. I still get sad on her birthday, monther's day, etc.....but this sorrow is keeping her spirit alive in me.

God is so powerful and even though this world is so messed up He is still here for us.