Well, God is good all the time. I learned how to be content, forgive, love , hold on to my faith, and fully depend on the lord. I am 28 years old the lord raised me. My own family as well as people I trusted tried to destroy my exisitance. You may say I am Crazy but the lord has given me visions of my future and other peoples lives. It use to scare me as I was growing up as a child. I had a problem with loving myself. No one taught me anything I was raised around negativity. God instilled in me a god heart I never wanted to be like the people who abused me. I always knew that I had a choice. I learned slowly ways to make my life better by praying consistantly. I had no friend, no one to talk to so I wrote my feeling and situations down with a possible solution and talked to God. I felt that that no one understood me and could relate to what I was going through. I read the bilble and could understand what the words ment. I went to different churches. I bought different ampilfed bibles. Finally I started asking the lord for wisdom first and understanding. I receive what ever I ask the lord for. I am a better person because of God in me even though I fall short of the glory of god daily I still repent and ask for guidence. I use to think I had no purpose in life until I started giving testimonies of my life to people hurting like me. I wanted to be accepted and appreciated. Once i started loving myself didn't nothing else matter anymore. I gave my life to the lord and he opened up my heart more and my eyes to see things the way he intended on. To god be the glory.