trurand's Blog : September 2009

by trurand
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The End

Posted on Sep 12, 2009 3:26 PM


I've tried without success to reach people that I thought cared. Only to realize and remember what some of them had said because I was a child who didn't have as much as they did. And they thought I only was friends because of money and things they had. They were wrong. I see the stories that people are saying and it hurts because it was for real.

I lost the only true friend when I was five. And the grownups who said they cared really didn't they only thought my family wanted money and still do. My mom also lost the first friend she had when they first came to Canada. There is no amount of money in the world that can replace any person. Especially those who spoke up to help those who didn't have anyone to speak up for them.

Even a very very traumatic experience has to be dealt with eventually because it presents itself everywhere and you are reminded of it. I still cry.And people don't even realize it when they see me day to day.

People go to church and say they will be Christ like. Caring, helping those in need. I tried they only way I know how without being a pest. And now this is it because most of them have past away and we never got to talk again.

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Seeing the dvd Alvin and the chipmunks first show on sale today brought back memory of what my best friend Charles and my brother and a whole bunch of kids from the daycare nursery and some kids from the orphanage went to a studio to see how they made the voices of the chipmunks. I was 4 years old at the time. The technician allowed all us kids to hear our voice like our favourite chipmunk mine was Alvin when he said Okay in a frustrated voice because he just wanted to play. This was in Toronto, Ontario Canada. The studio was trying to sell it to the Canadian market and eventually did. The song was a hit in 1961.

I remember singing that silly song all the time Oooh eee walla bing bang the witch doctor, with my brother and he'd say don't you remember. He was trying to get me to remember because I was hit by a car and had hit my head. It has taken me forever to remember. I don't need the dvd. Although I'd like to add it to my library and I probably will buy my own copy.

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