We don't need to be literate, or to read any book to hear "god's voice". It is in us, in every human being, no matter what race, nationality or religion he/she is. Our conscience is only way to our soul, or way to understand higher meaning and wisdom of our self and existence.

Books are precious because they represent specific development of other people conscious, what can stimulate and enrich our own conscious, and on that way enable us for higher quality of our inside interaction.

But, books can't help us find meaning if we don't do inside interaction or do what is necessary in our self. It is always up to us what we will choose, or how we will choose to develop our conscious: in meaning or understanding of essence, or trough low consciousness of appearance and illusion.

Main characteristic of conscious is that it always must have some support on what it forms thoughts. In depends where people looking, or where they find they support, depends them truths or illusions. People who didn't find beauty and meaning in themselves, always try to find something outside themselves in other to make them existence meaningful.

But, meaning is not something given outside of people. That is the process what people develop inside of themselves trough complex interaction of differences outside and inside. Only with develop meaning inside themselves, people are capable to understand interaction between meaning and non meaning, because only meaning can make sense of non meaning.

Every man have beauty and meaning in his essence or in his spiritual consciousness. Therefore, spiritual consciousness should be starting point for development of every man, and not something outside himself. When man have for support his spiritual consciousness he always know on what is he supported. On that way he gain control over himself or his development.

Man who has support on values outside himself, never can be sure on what is he supported. Therefore, that man is always confused and insecure because his behaviour, and his development is controlled by something outside, not by himself.

We values of everything around us determine only trough us. If we don't know our true value, we could not be able to determine true value of anything outside us.

When people don't know they true value, they either under or over estimate themselves. On that way is caused dysfunctional interaction with surrounding. That dysfunction is based on separateness and difference of surrounding, what in same time create strong dependence of everything outside. That brings constant tension and disharmony.

For people with strong ego is characteristic that they try to emphasise own value to everybody around them, that they peace and happiness depends of success of that intention. Because success depends on circumstances, and not on them, those people are never in control of them happiness and peace.

Same is with selfish interests and urges of sub-ego what always wakes with something outside. On that way people are in constant rush to manipulate in order to achieve them selfish interests. They never can control they peace, happiness and freedom because something outside themselves control them, even when they think that they are of control of everything outside.

Only with development of spiritual consciousness in conscious people can overcome difference between themselves and surrounding and experience themselves and everything around themselves equally important. On that way they can achieve constructive relationship with surrounding, as well as control of own peace, happiness and meaningful development.

It is normal that every man besides noble, generous feelings sometime experience selfish, even evil or perverse feelings, because every man have spiritual consciousness, corporal consciousness as well as half-conscious ego. Therefore, every man is capable to do good and bad. From his choice or inside identification will depend and development of his subjective consciousness or conscious. Although, man who consciously choose to initiate interaction with spiritual consciousness will not feel so much lower feelings.

Difference between cold blooded murderer and altruist is only in different choice of inside identification. Murderer also have spiritual consciousness or potential creative consciousness of meaning, humanity and creativity, but he didn't allow it to develop in his conscious, insted he choose or identify with corporal consciousness. As it saying goes: " It is not enough to have great qualities, we also should know to direct them." ( I hope that I translated it correctly) J

Great intelligence is not guarantee of meaningful development. It is more important what people making of that what they have or in what way (or motivation) they direct own development. Genius is in finding constructive relation with oneself and with one surrounding. Only spiritually develop man can find necessary balance between himself and his surrounding what will be based on constructive relation.

Some people can feel guilty or bad if they have lower feelings, some even don't want to admit that they are capable to have such feelings. That attitude is harmful. On that way we suppressing our filings what stay non interpreted and accumulated, and therefore can cause serious imbalance in function of consciousness (conscious).

We are not responsible for that what we feel, but we are responsible for our relation toward that what we feel. Every feeling could be acknowledged, but that doesn't mean that we should act upon destructive feelings. We should acknowledge them in order to understand that they coming from our lower consciousness, and then try to interact with spiritual consciousness what will help us to conquer or eliminate those feelings.

Relation what we have with ourselves is base of all relations what we have with others. If we are afraid of ourselves or our suppressed feelings we will not be completely honest with ourselves. If we are not honest with ourselves, then we will not be able to be honest with others. Therefore, main task of every man is to know him self, because that is condition of his own functionality.

As law for development of material bodies exist, same is with consciousness or psychological life of people. For example, every man who has no adequate nutrition and physical activity will have improper bodily development, as man who is constantly exposed to stressful situations, cruelty or absence of love and understanding will have improper spiritual development.

For long time our society is very externally oriented. We believe if we discover everything around us, or physical law, we will be able to discover origin of ourselves. One reason of that thinking is that we are still not aware of different law of consciousness what is in our self. That law we can discover by constant observation of internal interaction or our thoughts and feelings.

If we ask people to explain gravitation, electricity, etc. many people will have self-confident, clear and precise answers. But, if we ask people to explain themselves or reason of them thoughts, feelings, behaviour, habits, etc. not many people will be able to answer those questions.

Adequate knowledge can be achieve only trough discovering of both of those laws (or laws of appearance and essence).

First, what we must know is that, that our consciousness is not compact, unchangeable whole, but consist of differences in interaction what causing constant change in conscious or subjective consciousness.

Consciousness consist of: conscious (activity of consciousness or thoughts) and unconscious (intensity of consciousness or feelings).

Representation of conscious is subjective consciousness or intelligence with what we can have our identity or ego. It distinguishes between us and everything outside us. How ego experience itself or make difference between self and everything outside depends of his interaction with unconscious.

Interaction of conscious with corporal consciousness manifests as sub -ego.

During different experiences and situations or everything outside itself consciousness also form half-conscious ego what manifests as automatic thoughts and misinterpretations about oneself and surrounding.

It is very important to be aware of those differences in our consciousness or to know our self. We are "work in progress". We constantly make our character with our choices or internal interaction with those differences. Every that choice or different interaction of our conscious with different elements of unconscious have specific and characteristic forming of thoughts or specific and characteristic forming of character. When we are aware of consequences of every our interaction with different elements of unconscious, then we can properly choose what interaction we will initiate or what we will become.

This is the very complex topic what needs a lot of explanation (time and space) in order to be understand properly, as well as good knowledge of English language. Although, I have nothing of that, I still will not be discourage. Consciousness is not one compact whole, but it consists of differences in interaction. Two main opposites are feelings (intensity of consciousness what manifests as unconsciousness) and thoughts or constant activity of consciousness (conscious). Unconsciousness have two opposite impetus what manifest as destructive force or corporal consciousness (subconscious), and creative force what is above conscious or spiritual consciousness. Thoughts are conscious or subjective consciousness what we experience as ego. Subjective consciousness or ego is in constant interaction with objective consciousness or everything outside itself, and in same time with differences inside unconsciousness. For activity of consciousness (thinking) are necessary interaction of differences. Objective consciousness (everything outside of consciousness) activates inside differences with which subjective consciousness (conscious) or ego also have constant interaction. Without differences inside of consciousness we never can feel fight of different wishes, urges or have different thoughts, choices etc. We will not be able to reason, but will react always the same (like robots). In some instances we can react on same way, but that is because, besides inborn corporal and spiritual consciousness we acquire during life half-conscious ego. Half-conscious ego is formed with traumatic experiences when we could not make sense of them. They usually stay as very strong feelings or misinterpretations about us and our surroundings. Those feelings, as new formed, are the closest to conscious, therefore our subjective consciousness first make interaction with them. For corporal and spiritual consciousness need deeper inside interaction. Half-consciousness ego appears as automatic thoughts full of misinterpretations, illusions, prejudices etc.

Although, that consciousness represents instinct of self-preservation it also represents potential self destruction. Base of that destruction is very limited, conditional and pressing development. That development prevents choices. Without choices there is not progress, creativity and continuity. Absence of choices always leads towards destruction.

Above-ego transcendence physical existence and circumstances what are people in. For that consciousness is characteristic constant ability of choices, continuity and development. Motivation of subjective consciousness which choose to develop trough spiritual consciousness is not in separation or individuality, but in synthesis of man with deeper meaning and beauty or perfection of union. Spiritual consciousness is not occupied with bodily needs, but on eternal and beauty beyond body and matter or hidden meaning of essence, not of appearance.

Everything in existence exist and commence trough interaction of opposites. Interaction of corresponding opposites in physical existence (male and female sex) commence new body or activity of CORPORAL CONSCIOUSNESS what causing separation of SPIRITUAL CONSCIOUSNESS from perfect intensity of consciousness (God). SPIRITUAL CONSCIOUSNESS of every living being represent direct essence of consciousness or soul of that being.

Interaction of SPIRITUAL CONSCIOUSNESS with CORPORAL CONSCIOUSNESS commence new quality of consciousness or SUBJECTIVE CONSCIOUSNESS (intelligence) of that being. Every living being who has intelligence also have a soul. Lower forms of living beings as plants, bacteria etc. have only CORPORAL CONSCIOUSNESS.

Intelligence or SUBJECTIVE CONSCIOUSNESS is different from SPIRITUAL and CORPORAL CONSCIOUSNESS, but it enables action of both consciousness trough itself, what in people manifests as two opposite inclinations of creativity and destruction.

Every kind of living beings have characteristic form of the body or characteristic CORPORAL CONSCIOUSNESS what can have interaction with corresponding SPIRITUAL CONSCIOUSNESS and on that way commence characteristic intelligence of that kind. For example, CORPORAL CONSCIOUSNESS of tiger never can have interaction of SPIRITUAL CONSCIOUSNESS of people, therefore neither they intelligence.

But, because no any body is identical or them CORPORAL and SPIRITUAL CONSCIOUSNESS, intelligence of every living being will be different, but it will always stay in its own kind. People with down syndrome have specific intelligence and physical appearance because they have specific CORPORAL CONSCIOUSNESS or supernumerary chromosome on 21 pair of chromosomes.

Interaction of CORPORAL CONSCIOUSNESS with matter and also with SPIRITUAL CONSCIOUSNESS have determinate law where specific condition must be fulfilled. It is necessary to have right connection of corresponding material particles with corresponding information. If that condition is not fulfilled it is impossible to commence life. Or, if is that condition only partially fulfilled that can caused very short or inadequate interaction either with CORPORAL or SPIRITUAL CONSCIOUSNESS what then appear as very short life or deformity.

People have two corresponding opposites or male and female sex. Male have different CORPORAL CONSCIOUSNESS then woman what gives them different bodies. But, also every man has its own individual CORPORAL CONSCIOUSNESS or body, same as women. Therefore interaction of man and woman always commence new CORPORAL CONSCIOUSNESS or body what is different then parents. In process of cloning CORPORAL CONSCIOUSNESS of one person is just copied then form and body always look the same as of that person. But, even if intelligence of clone can be same SUBJECTIVE CONSCIOUSNESS never can be identical because they never can have identical experiences.

Many different religions claim common beginning of everything what it is or its essential unity. That unity, essence , creative beginning or cause of everything have different names of which is God the most popular. Many call God " Soul of the world" or " Consciousness of the universe". One African hymn says something as:

" Only he emerged from himself, and from one come out all what exist."

Aristotle gives to "first movement" or cause of everything (God) characteristic of something in itself immovable what gives movement.

The best example of meaningful or creative "first movement" in physical existence is consciousness. We are also direct example of it.

Intensity of feelings by itself immovable starts activity of thoughts what effect change in material forms or bodies causing action in physical existence. Therefore consciousness trough matter is always essence of change and activity in physical existence.

Questions are:

Why is necessary that consciousness in physical existence always have activity only trough body or matter?

Is that, after all, means that body and matter produce consciousness?

Interaction of opposites are necessary condition of activity, therefore of existence or consciousness. For consciousness as ABSOLUTE CONDENSATION is necessary interaction with something opposite or ABSOLUTE EXPANSION.

Absolute expansion consciousness can have only trough own expansion of condensed unity in absolute separateness and individuality. On that way with constant contraction and expansion consciousness can have constant change and development. To try to explain more clear that process we can conditionally give example of flower and his seed.

One seed, what looks as one whole in itself, consists differences as root, leaf, stem, petal etc. All those differences represent one unity or fullness or intensity what must culminate in activity or expansion of all those differences.

It is necessary that every difference from unity of seed experience own individuality and separateness. That separateness of differences enable interaction what manifests as specific activity and change. Culmination of interaction of all those differences or activity of flower always result in forming of new intensity and unity of differences or seed.

In Eastern philosophy that absolute condensation of consciousness is known as nirvana and in western civilisation as God. Only that state of consciousness have absolute unity of everything what it is, therefore represents eternal peace, harmony, meaning, love or bliss. From that unity everything begins and in that unity everything returns. All outside that unity represent constant activity and change therefore non perfection, disharmony, non meaning, evil etc. Trough activity or disharmony of physical existence is possible new adaptation of individuality what will result as new intensity or unity or higher meaning.

From that state of consciousness and unity is characteristic constant separateness of different consciousness what going trough necessary material phase of development to achieve different or higher harmonious state and then be able to return in that perfect state of harmony, unity, peace and love. On that way, that state of unity also can have its own perfect change and never to disturb own perfect equilibrium.

Therefore, that intensity is always absolutely the same or finite and perfect in peace, but in the same time that perfection is never the same because of inflow and pour off of perfect different consciousness. That cause that that intensity is also always absolutely different or absolutely active.

As matter and energy represent two corresponding opposites in physical, non physical also have two corresponding opposites in interaction. Those two opposites manifest as activity and intensity of consciousness what also have peculiarity of transformation from one state in other. Direct example of that assertion is consciousness of people. First what people can notice in them consciousness are feelings and thoughts.

Thoughts manifests as expansion or individualisation and separateness inside consciousness. That individuality, separateness and difference enable constant interaction or activity what contribute to understanding. Because thoughts represent "appearance" of consciousness.

Feelings are union and condensation of thoughts therefore they are not understandable. They manifest as power or force (intensity or essence) of consciousness. Because they represent unconsciousness.

For consciousness (thoughts) and unconsciousness (feelings) are characteristic constant interaction and transformation from one state in other. On that way feelings or unconsciousness are enable to have transformation in thoughts and consciousness and make change or difference what cause further activity.

Every specific intensity of feelings result in specific thoughts. Our thoughts or conclusion will be different with different feelings. We will conclude differently under feeling of anger, fear, hate etc, then under feeling of love, peace or harmony. Andrew Salter in book "Conditioned reflex therapy" writes:

" In sense, reason and emotion are two nostrils of the same nose. We may talk of different level of behaviour, but whether we like it or not, the process of emotion and reason go on side by side. At all times all of us cannot help using them together, because they are actually one neurological thing. There was never any kind of thinking since our reptilian ancestors left the swamp."

Beginning of physical existence is still mystery. Big Bang only explains possible appearance of beginning, but doesn't explain essence of that beginning. Some people believe in theory of chaos and accident, some in theory of meaning and creation.
We consciousness and life in physical existence experience as meaning, and material lifelessness as non meaning. Main characteristic of meaning is creative continuity. Non meaning can't create or have continuity.
This existence has meaning and continuity, therefore it must have beginning in meaning or consciousness and not in non meaning or an accident.
From non meaning or unconsciousness is impossible to produce anything, particularly no meaning and consciousness. Therefore, it is necessary to have meaning and conscience in order for this existence to exist.
For existence (activity or change ) is necessary to have duality or opposites. In ABSOLUTLY THE SAME interaction, activity or change is impossible. Therefore, for meaning is necessary to have non meaning as own opposite to have interaction with it, and on that way make change or difference in self, as well in non meaning. On that way non meaning is passing but necessary element of existence or development (change) of meaning.
Physical (appearance and passive) is necessary condition for development for non physical or actively consciousness. With they interaction is possible to make constant change and necessary development of both. Main characteristic of consciousness is constant change or activity, without it consciousness can't be what it is (creative force of existence).
In existence nothing disappear but only going trough change. Existence is everything what it is or constant process of change. Therefore eternal non existence is impossible in existence because it must also have change, and then can't be non existence any more.
In this life same person going trough constant change of form (appearance) and consciousness (essence). Same person is a baby, child, young, old, or have different appearance or consciousness but always represent the same person in development.
People who experience themselves only as material body think that by disappearance or decomposing of body them essence or them consciousness also disappear. They think that before they were born they were nothing and after death they will become eternal nothing.
Questions are:
How explain something (meaning) between two nothing (non meaning)?
If matter and energy as unconsciousness form are distractible or they have continuity, how is that that consciousness as meaningful, creative activity cease to have continuity and disappear?
What enables matter and energy as unconsciousness forms to have continuity?
Death of living beings points on consciousness as living and active force in material body. When man dies his body is still in physical existence, but his consciousness or that specific meaningful activity or essence of that man is not any more. Although all organs are there without consciousness they stop to function. Until consciousness is in the body everything represent one functional whole. Without it body starts to decompose. That points on interaction of body (matter) with consciousness not of ability of body to produce it.
Good example of meaningful activity and complexity of body we can find in computer, radio, TV etc. Every one must have specific body or form and material composition in order to do specific activity. Them form, composition or structure enables electrical energy or divers impulses to go in cretin way to result as meaningful activity.
But we know that neither them body, nor impulses in them have no ability to create meaning but people ( higher active consciousness ) who create such bodies in order to enable them own consciousness to function trough them and on that way give meaning what will be useful only for people.
Essence of thinking is still not explain. Appearance of thinking seems as brain as matter thinks by matter or flux of blood, electrical impulses and different chemicals, etc. On that way we have tree possible explanation:
- Either those chemicals and impulses think by itself, and then is man thinking impulse or chemical.
- Or if chemicals and impulses (who have no ability to think ) coming in contact with brain- magic happens and brain starts to think.
- Or across those chemicals and impulses consciousness ( to us still unknown meaningful activity and quality) is able to act on brain and have interaction with body.

Physical existence is constituted of matter and energy. Matter appears in form of gas, liquid, solid and controversial plasma. Energy appears as heat, magnetic, chemical etc. Energy represents activity ( not meaningful or consciousness activity but conditional ) where in mechanic is divided on potential (energy of rest) and kinetic (energy of movement).

Both of those forms are corresponding opposites therefore they have ability of interaction and transformation from one form in other. But, changes caused by they interaction always stay in frame of physical quality. In other words, non organic matter never can produce living beings or consciousness what gives life to all living beings.

Energy what is necessary for organism or physical activity of the body is not the same as consciousness. Interaction of water, food, oxygen etc. with body don't make consciousness, but only enable it.

All what exist in physical existence have specific form or appearance except, consciousness. We know that brain is in direct connection with consciousness and that brain is matter. Matter can make activity but only in form of energy. In case of that transformation, matter always disappears.

If is consciousness energy, brain as direct material cause, must disappear. Because that is not the case, brain is more like "apparatus" for transmission of consciousness then entity what directly make consciousness. From that we can conclude that consciousness is not the same as matter and energy, but something different. Also, that consciousness doesn't originate from matter and energy, but that is in interaction with them.

Because interaction of difference in existence performs with law of opposites, law of consciousness should have opposite law of physical, and therefore represent non physical law.

For matter and energy are characteristic form and expansion or spreading in space and time, as well as change and distraction of form and therefore represent appearance of existence. Consciousness is meaningful activity without form what have ability of contraction and synthesis or indestructible existence without time and space, therefore it represents essence of existence.

That assertion about consciousness we can notice analysing human consciousness. Human consciousness have no form, doesn't capture space and is not limited either by time or space. Everything what ever begin in her can "stay" there. Any affair we can again experience no matter when and where it happened.

Although people forget nothing ever disappear from they consciousness. Hypnoses is obviously example of that assertion. Freud genius, between other things, is in that that he noticed law of contraction of consciousness.