For past few days I have noticed that my shopping thing has gone down. Now I do not fel like shopping at the drop of hat. The reason is that now I have started sharing with somebody . That sharing has fulfilled my need for companionship somewhere and this in turn has positive effect on my shopping . Now I do not feel like shopping unnecessarily. I did not realise it before. So now whenever I feel like shopping unnecessarily, i will check within rather tahn checking out at the cash register.

Yes, I am enjoying my new lighter body. I feel active and I can also run. Now my cravings for unhealthy food has stopped.now I crave for healthy food as much as possible. In fact, many times I find myself pondering over what to eat. With children, the house is full of all kind of junk food. I mean, those food items are not junk for that age, but for people of my age, they are junk because they are unhealthy.

Songs and music have a specific historic function. If we are not able to recall the timeline of some events of our life, we refer to songs at that time and , all the memories come back with a time range . this is great. These days when I listen to some song, I instantly recall about the time when this song was hit, and I remember teh time of my life like if I was in school or college , the grade I was in and some other related memories of that specific period.

Yesterday instead of following my walking routine, I played/practiced soccer with my son. First of all I liked it verymuch.Second my son was very happy that his mom was playing with him . Third , the time spent together led to further bonding between all of us. I enjoyed it thoroughly. The effect was so profound that my son was happy till he left fro school this morning. He ate his dinner , he talked to me a lot . He went to bed with a smile on his face. he woke up with a smile on his face. what else could a mother ask for!!!!!!111

Yesterday was one of the memorable days in my life. It again proved that stubbornness leads to no where. Whatever happened yesterday, is s till fresh in my memory and , is still haunting me. Never be stubborn, atleast in cases where you can see loss to you.

I do not what happened but I logged into my blog yesterday, but for some reason did not feel like writing anything.Sometimes I feel so much overwhelmed by God's presence in life that it brings tears to my eyes. Yesterday night , we were discussing our next life. And both of us felt that nobody has a better spouse tahn ours and we want each other again in our life.I am too emotional to continue---------------

My calf has pain, it has started due to running toomuch too soon. I di not give any time and starting running too fast. Now I have decided to just walk, and not at all run. Last week I had this excruciating pain , I ignored it and now the pain is worse. i must take care of it , otherwise it would be out of my hands.

Regarding my eating , i have improved a lot.Now I do not like to eat the unhealthy stuff at all. and that is remarkable on my part , considering my past record.

Right now i want to eat without any hunger, so I decided to write a blog post. As I am writing I am feeling full and I do not want to eat anymore.Instead I want to drink water. I was taking thirst as hunger. Yes , I want to drink water. I am maintaining my exercise log very well. Now I know very well the difference between real hunger and just hunger or craving. So most of the time I am able to stop myself from overeating or just satisfying my craving.Yesterday we went toa restaurent. But I was full with water , and moreever I did not find anything fat free so I decided to not to eat anything there and came home victorious.Yes. that is a victory for me.