I had lot of fun coloring nad cutting, just doing the basic craft things. for the time being I forgot everything, i enjoyed it very much. I liked doing it. I will keep doing this crafty thing again and again. On top of it, I got to listen so many people . it was complete change from monotonous environment.

But durinf weekend I also realised the importance of five working days . Though I am very disciplined throughout week , but during weekend, I lose all the routine and my schedules. Earlier I used to feel guilty about this, But now I know very well that those two days without schedules recharge me for monday. I feel more great. And when sometimes I am stuck at some point, those two days of weekend give me an opportunity to look at with a fresh perspective . And all that helps in a great way. But I am quite regular about my blog.

This halloween was totally different from the previous one. My son enjoyed very much , as he along with his friend went door-to-door for trick or treat for 2 hours. When he enjoyed it , we also enjoyed it more than him. these things children will never understand. Parents are happy in their happiness and become sad when they are sad.

I hav eto clean my fridge today. but I am just avoiding it. I do not know why. I just want to remeber all those good things in life right now. I just want to lie down in bed watching T.V. , rolling in my comforter. But most of the times , I am really a very good procastinator. I do not know but this trait is embedded in me right from childhood and tehre is one more thing --that is hoarding, I keep collecting things and never using them .Just collecting and I also distribute my collections , rather than using them.This is very strange, but it is there.

yesterday night, everything went smooth. I loved it, I enjoyed it, the memory is so fresh in my mind . Except one thing , I felt that I am looking fat, or the right word is fatso. though I was not I was full due to water, the tummy bloated I felt very bad. very bad. I wanted to do something there and that point , but I did not know what to do. Then I analysed my whole routine and it is perfect. Now it will take some time for gaining that figure and shape. Though now I feel much lighter than before. And I love being feeling that lighter. I thinkI have lost inches and body fat. I have not lost weight yet except one or two lba. I think i will lose all that very soon.

It is great to feel that you still fit 10 years old clothes. Trust me, it is s great feeling, a feeling of victory. Rest later on, right now , I have to go .i have company.

Today I am happy. I am happy due to a major attitude change during the weekend. I was watching a movie and then I realized that the message inherent in the movie was relevant to me. Why spend life in missing what I do not have right now!!!!Then spend rest of life in regretting about what I missed.What is the point of living like this? So I decide dto not to miss what I do not have , and start enjoying, or fully participating in whatever activities are available to me. And once I had this attitude shift, I was more happy and relaxed.

I was talking to somebody .And I really enjoy when somebody shows that keen interest in activities that I do. Today I just want to leave home for a nice walk outside home. Sometimes I feel taht I should do something else besides housekeeping, then I see towards my life and I think that people work all their life looking forward to have some time of their own some day. and I am already havingthat I am bit confused about that. I know only this much that I am living my life . I also hav eput my whole faith on god . Now I have strted praying regularly . I realise HIs Presence everywhere.I am delighted.