So many thoughts, all related ran across my mind in the middle of the night. I slept , I slept well, but in the middle of the night , i woke up and I was pondering over various thoughts coming into my mind. these thoughts were all centered around my casualness about evrything in my life. I do not take anything very seriously or if sometimes I take things seriously, I perform miracles . Why I cannot be serious all the time in almost every aspect?This thing has become a habit. As long as I remember , this has been habit since my school days. . Now I want to get rid of this .I will. I will.