Yesterday , we went to a store .There was that bp machine ,that thing also weighs you. I usually do not like to sit on such machines , but my husband made me weigh on that machine. taht machine showed my weight 10 lbs. more than my usual weight. After that I got so much depressed.I was almost teary , on the brink of breaking down.On top of that, my husband told me that that machine gives accurate weight. My heart sank and sank and sank!!!!!!!!!!!!!I could not sleep the whole night. In the morning , I was very pessimistic about my efforts. I had this thought running in my mind like a tape that I cannot lose weight , no matter what!!!, I was sad , I could feel the heaviness in my heart .But then I decided to weigh myself once more on m,y home scale , And I weighed myself on my own scale at home , it showed my ususl weight. Then I got a sense of relief .Then I did my exercises.I logged into oprah and I had private messages waiting for me. Somehow , God sensed my discomfort , and directed Heart214 and Jeanie to send me messages that made my day. Now i am feeling relaxed . But I still need to weep out so that that feeling of heaviness could vanish.But now i am absolutely okay, ready to go further on my journey with these angels of god.

Thank you everybody.