I never thought that I am going to write this blogpost from a place that is totally new to me. What this economy has done to us!!!I still miss my old place , that was my home, and this new place still looks like "stranger"to me.I crave for old as much as I crave for old me with that sleek figure

I am disturbed about myself right now. I do not know whether i have done a right thing by not to become a career woman . I have also started a discussion today in in Spirit In Finding your purpose in life. Can anybody answer me

1. Exercise makes me happy since I have changed my attitude towards it.

2. I am eager about today's show. I want to watch it.

3. Now . I know how to create balance in day-to-day living. And for past few days , I am doing it well.

4. now, I am not addicted to youtube anymore. I know when to lock it. I think about my eyes.

5. these days, i am enjoying every moment of my life , the way I never felt it before.

6. I understand the value of precious childhood. I am doing my best to make my child's childhood as one of the best part of his life.

7. I have put full faith in god. I know He is the best, He knows the best.

If I post a private blog post on my blog, will it get counted as a blog post or not. I do not just now3 I have written a private blog post, but I did not see it as appearing in total count of blog posts. If it is like that, it is ridiculous. even a private blog post should get counted , afetr all only the auhtor of the blog can write it.

Today I am happy and sad at the same time. Happy because one of my major work has done. And sad because somebody had to do lot of work due to it. and another one did not realise it. I did not know how to feel about it, or how to express it to related person . I just donot know. The other one does not even realise that how much hard work was there behind it. It is sad. I want to do something abou tit. I definitely would tell about it so that the other person could realise taht how much pain somebody else has taken for it . I am speechless , but full of feelings of gratitude. May God bless them.

I was just flipping a magazine, I was reading an article, and this thing struck me ---if I have to waste time, it is going to be only me for whom I am going to waste my time. This sentence is amazing and insightful . Similarly when I met the teacher in the school , she reported that my son gets bothered by unnecessary things ina question and thus not able to concentrate on the relevant--he knows everything but since he gets so much bothered about these non-relevant things , that he loses the focus. Then i realized that samething happens with me, too. I also get so much focused on irrelevant , that I , too. lose focus very much teh same way.

What an eye-opener for me. the sooner I got them , the better it is.

I wonder about how much value people give to privacy these days. In the name of privacy, we also ignore the social connection between humans. Parents do not enter into childrens' room in the name of privacy. Husband and wife remain formal .Even when we write on the eblog , we care so much about privacy that if somebody tries to connect to us on a genuine level., we want to avoid that person as if being in regular contact will rob us of something valuable. I do not know what kind of thinking is that. People want to share , but at the same time are afraid to do so, when someone shows that interest.

today my son made me proud by bringing two honors from school. A perfect attendance and all perfect A's . I am happy and I did not forget to appreciate his efforts. I am happy. May god bless him and he will remain as hardworking in future also. Now he knows it pays to study at home, that most of his friends do not. Earlier he was in conflict with us about studying at home , but now he is realising day-by-day, that he is right in studying at home. I wish if teachers start giving some kind of home assignment to all children , just to enforce the study connection between school and home.