Done at last!!! Yes, I have work my butt off this year to land me a new job which I have so now I can rest until August 11, 2008. I plan to do this. I will be off line sorry friends I know I said you could IM me on June 1st but sorry I need to rest for all I been doing has tried me so. Give me a week and I will come back refresh I have miss all of my friends and new ones but I need an online break so have a wonder Summer and give me a week we will chat then. Giving you an online hug with love the Roxa.

If you have not you should a true chick flick but hay do not we love that romance. My favorite part was the last letter when he talks about the first moment he fell in love with her. I would of love it had a man fell truly in love with me but instead I got three men who were...I really do not know how to put it here but anyway I found out that these three men had a lot more in common than I could of ever wanted. They were 2nd born boys with a first born sister which would of made them the 1st born male so if you read about the history of 1st born children a second born male is a first born for a male when born with a 1st born sister. So I can say these three men where oldest children in this sense. Next they had something physically wrong with them one had MD, one had a lot of headache and would even black out, and the other was blind. The three of them said the same thing when they met me, it was not they fell in love when they first seen me it was they wanted to see how they could get me in bed. That is right they wanted to get me in bed and love had nothing to do with it. One I was in a 16 year relationship with, one a three year relationship with , and one a two year. Two of them end up in jail and funny the one I had the 16 year relationship came close to jail but got lucky. We always joke about because he was a white looking Mexican and his good looks kept him away from the bars. The other two look good but they was dark Mexican. Anyway back to "PS I Love You" these are words I still wait to hear not "How can I get you in bed" Then again like the song "Some guys have all the luck" Maybe I just have none.

I just finished "Three Cups Of Tea" it is a story full of adventure about one man who works hard to bring education into Pakistan and Afghanistan for he feels this is a way to end terrorism. I really enjoy following him in this story for all the danger he went through to pull this off. The man name is Greg Mortenson and the time he was doing this was a dangerous time since the Taliban had just come into power. To think this one American risk his life to bring in this education instead of war with weapons. I have this book maker that say "One person can make a difference" Reading this book has shown me just how true this is. So if your looking for a worth while read do read "THREE CUPS OF TEA" it will make you think of other human life in this world and just how lucky we truly are.

My exhusband never love me yet I never understood this because I thought I had found love with him. I thought he treat me good since my understanding of love was low. It was not until I met my now exboyfriend that I found love. He treat me like a queen and made sure I was taken care of before himself. When I seen everything he did for me this was when I realize what I had from my exhusband was never love. A man who truly cares for you will take care of you and do good things for you that will make you laugh, feel good, and smile. You can feel that love in him too when you come close to him he should feel comfortable to lay near. I remember when I was with my exhusband how cold he was and to think at the time I never knew it was not love. My exboyfriend treat me 99.9 percent better then my exhusband ever did. So ladies before settle for second best find Where is the love?

"Ringing Out The Old Year and Welcoming The New Year!" This is something we say every New Years Eve. Then we forget the past and begin something new like a new exercise or diet. We start out fresh for it is a New Year after all. For me New Years was not until May 5th, because this is the day I would ring out the old and welcome the new. My first May 5th, New Year was May 5, 1988, for this is when I celebrate my first Cinco De Mayo day, my first day in South Omaha, and when I fell in love for the first time. This will be the last May 5th, 2008, 20 years, that I will talk about as a New Year because from now on my New Year will fall on New Year. I am letting go of this day because after all this time I can now do this. As I said before May 5th had its meaning for me and I will start with that first one. It was a warm day May 5th, 1988, my family had just moved to South Omaha from Bellevue. My sisters and I heard about Cinco de Mayo day and wanted to take in on this celebration so we fix ourselves up and went to watch the parade. After the parade was over my sister's boyfriend and another man cross the street, this man caught my eye and it was love at first sight. I thought I seen forever in this man and could not wait to be with this man. He help me celebrate this day May 5th for the last 16 years we talk about how we met and fell in love. Then we got a divorce and I thought my world had end right then and there. The next three years I begun to date and each of them years I was with a different boyfriend. With that boyfriend I would cry my eyes out into a bottle of hard liquor or big bottle of beer. I would tell him what a loser I was for losing that man and I would tell him about my May 5th. He would tell me what a fool I was being and that I needed to forgive and forget for time goes on but it is like I am standing still. I did not want to listen to them but now I am for I hear it now. I have waste much energy on this day because I never wanted to let it go but this May 5th, 2008 will be 20 years and it is time to let this day go forever. My exhusband has he has a new love and even has a new baby. This shows me he has a new life and it is time for me to move on too. I do not have a boyfriend this May 5th, I will be walking in the parade with my kids, and when I walk I will hold my head high for this is just another day from now on because I am ringing out the old.