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Before I went to sleep last night my child told me, mom, "Dad is not getting married after all." "Oh," I said, "Why not?" "Well, the woman who wants to marry him, wants to marry in a Catholic church, and dad is not pure Catholic." This set up my Nightmare; I was in this house and in the dream the house belong to me. The funny thing is my exhusband had tools in my basement so he would come to my home when he felt like it to get his tools. I guess sometimes we would have sex because in the dream I was telling him I could not wait to go to bed with him and I could not understand why we could not just get back together. He said "I would never go back with you, I would have sex with you every once in a while but this is all it would be, sex, I thank you for leaving me, because this woman I am with now is just the woman my mom loves me to be with, so you did me a favor." He walk out the door leaving me feel lower than dirt. I woke up in sweat, feeling use and abused. What A Nightmare.
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But you woke up and new it was just a nightmare, wasn't you? Yes, probably awful, but just a nightmare, right? Still, you said you felt like a dirt? Do you see? Your mind, or Ego, did fabricate that dream because it new that even thought about your ex-husband saying what he said in your dream, would envoke that emotional reaction of yours, as to "feeling like a dirt". That's all your Ego needed as for it to strengthen and enpower itself, to have this "drama", this "enterteinment", and it did. Wasn't so hard, was it? Can you see it? It was a dream, not Reality, but just a dream, that your Ego did create, with which you so easily and willingly identified yourself! You don't have to. Awake, like you awoke from that horrible dream of yours, and tyou see Love and Peace in you, and everywhere, because that's who you are! You are Love and Peace, it's your choice to be who you are or continue to play , as to have an enterteihnment... With love, Erin