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by kim_eng

Trusting the Unknown

Posted on Mar 5, 2008 3:24 PM


Hello Everyone!!


Wow! That was an incredible session the other night, Monday March 3. I love that so many spirits/people were gathered together, at one moment in time, around the globe. On an energetic and unseen level, every person had connected their thread of consciousness to the whole, thus weaving a band of possibility for a shift into a higher consciousness for the planet. In the words of Jesus, "when two or more are gathered, I am in their midst." And as Oprah said, "God cannot be contained in a church." We are the one consciousness, communicating, first through stillness, secondly through words, to eventually create heaven, which is peace, on earth. But, as Eckhart said, "it all begins with the individual."


We are awakening now. How do I know that? Because you logged in for that first session with Oprah and Eckhart. People have often expressed to me their desire to awaken just as Eckhart had in one swift night. I can only tell you, for most of us, it doesn't happen that way. For most people it is a gradual awakening. There is nothing wrong with gradual, only the mind will tell you otherwise, as the mind is never satisfied with what is. Accept the present moment fully and you are awake. As soon as you identify again with every thought that arises, you have gone back to sleep, spiritually speaking. The underlying awareness, the I Am that is deeper than your thoughts, has become covered up.



For those of you who are not familiar with my background. I am Eckhart's partner in life and in work, taking his teaching around the world. My role has been and to some extent still is one of "behind the scene support." However, as awareness has grown, I have also begun to do spiritual counseling and teaching. To put it more accurately, it is the awareness that does the counseling and teaching, not the person called Kim.


Many profound spiritual experiences have been part of my awakening. I would like to briefly tell you about one such experience, which happened during one of my annual trips in India. I was staying in a town at the foot of the holy mountain Arunachala in South East India, and I would often spend my mornings meditating in a small cave half way up the mountain. One morning, as I was meditating, I heard an inner voice (which felt very different from the usual thoughts that would go through my head) saying to me, "There are two things that you need to do when you return home. One, do not go back to the work you are doing. Two, you are to move out of the place where you live." Then, poof...the voice was gone! When I got home two months later, I had almost forgotten about the voice. Shortly after my return, my employer called and asked me to come back to work. (They wanted to renew my contract, which had expired). Suddenly, I was surprised to hear myself say, "No thank you. I won't be coming back." It felt as if I was watching myself from some other dimension. Then the memory of what I had experienced in the cave came rushing back to me. Over the following month, I was like an outside observer, watching myself go through the motions of packing and moving boxes, furniture and other household items. Since I had no idea where I would move to, occasionally fear arose. After I moved out, I found myself with very little money, no job and no home. Friends of mine put me up temporarily. Then one day, out of the blue, Eckhart (whose book The Power of Now had just been published) asked me to help him with his work. In that moment, I realized why I had to leave my home and job. I was being called to trust and live my life in God. I had to leave my past behind and trust in the unknown. I had to be ready and open for a totally new life situation. I remembered that Jesus had said something like, "Do not worry what you shall eat, what you shall wear, even what you shall say, for in the moment that you need them, it shall be given."


Prior and after this experience, I had many others. However, I now know that no experience in itself is all that important. The experience comes and goes. In the past, I sometimes tried to hold on to such an experience and even make it into part of my identity. I now know that the experiences themselves are not ultimately what matters. What is it then that is ultimately important? Present moment awareness. That is the inner space out of which all experiences come and into which they return. As Eckhart puts it, "You are not what happens, but the space in which it happens."


Knowing yourself as that space is inner peace.


Be well...be in peace,

Kim Eng

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Hi Kim, thank you for sharing your experience, there are many individuals out here, searching and seeking. All this material is
food for our souls, ummy yummy stuff. There is so much on the menu to look at. And we can select that which is correct for our well being.
The jentle guidance and love comes forth, and for myself I AM elated.

Real words to describe how you were able to transform and move forward.
Trusting and carrying thru to what you earnestly seeked within your
own being. Blessings to you and all those sending out the message.

The dark seas of unconciousness - receding
Set sail into a new horizon
Winds of change shore to shore
We are the people of this world

Can you hear it in the wind
that oh so soft caress
In your heart of hearts
open the door

Knock and the door shall be opened
Seek and ye shall find

thank you all for helping others gain sight
into their own beingness

Blessings and love Ellen

Hi, Kim, My name is Kathleen. I am 69 years old and do my best to follow a spiritual path (I am learning, but have certainly not mastered being rather than doing.) I appreciate Mr. Tolle's sharing one's purpose in life is to connect with Consciousness(God). I have carried a life long battle, so to speak, within. I can become fearful over relationships (50 year marriage, four children, 14 grandchildren with whom relationships are good. Their life's work makes visits infrequent.) Living in the moment has been pure blessing. This morning, however, I lived in what ifs and was able to finally release. Next step will be accept during that process. At this age, my husband's and my life is one of lots of leisure and I have yet to 'hear' that voice call me to a purpose. (I have temporary physical limitations ie herneated disc.) I am sincerly hoping that simply inviting God into my life, on a daily basis, is enough. I do receive "responses", and still wonder, Is this enough? I thank you for sharing your call to make a change. I don't know if I would ever have the courage to simply pick up and move??? Blessing...Kathleen

My name is Terri. I know this experience is where I need to be right now. For a few months now I have felt uneasiness, a desire to move, a change underway. It almost feels like the anticipation when you are going to give birth, but without the pain. When I close my eyes I can actually see myself, my life on the other side of the experience. When Oprah announced the book, I thought "pay attention." I knew it was the path I had to follow. I fill my life with thought and activities to shut out the craziness. As a traumatically abused child I learned to dissociate. Kim, your words help me realize that those experiences are not who I am.

My awakening began almost 20 years ago at a particularly dark point in my life. It's pretty much been moving VERY slow since then. At that time, I was neither religious or spritual. One night I woke up and in the darkness moved into my living room. I sat on my couch trying to figure out where my life had gone so wrong. I was very distraut. Then I decided to focus on the good things in my life, which I thought were few. I had a beautiful 3 month old son, I had food to eat, I had a roof over my head... I closed my eyes and became very still then a small pin prick of light appeared. It was a small hole in the darkness but generated magnificant light. I was awash in the light and it was wonderful. I would say a voice spoke to me but it was more like an awarenes I had. I knew in that moment three things: that I was perfect just as I was; I was no longer afraid of death because I had seen where the soul goes in death and it was beautiful; and God put many different paths in place to Him - there was not "right" religion. I wanted more but was "told" that I got everything I needed. I opened my eyes and no time had passed.

20 yers later and I continue my journey.

Kim...
What a delight, a short message and only two comments to read! The sheer volume of postings on the other pages of this web site overwhelms me. Totally. My comment responds to your observation of yourself as playing a supportive role in Eckhart's work. I see myself as a behind the scenes person but have been thrown into leadership roles routinely throughout my life. Each time I have accepted such a role I have experienced stress, judged myself harshly and ultimately withdrawn with the perception of (self imposed) failure because the organization or project I led did not manifest the VISION THAT I HAD SEEN for it. I wish to cease being defined by these experiences and step unencumbered into the next role life offers me. I trust that Eckhart's book and my participation in this study will be a stepping stone. Thanks for your blog and my opportunity to put this wish into words. - Judy

Hello Kim,
I am so grateful to you for sharing the story of how you courageously left your job, packed up and moved from your home, even before you knew the purpose behind it. As I am reading Eckert Tolle's book, A New Earth, and beginning the path to awakening, I now have a clearer sense of the driving force that compelled me to finally make the decision to leave my job almost a year ago. At the time there were parts of me that questioned "are you really sure?" to which the answer was always a resounding YES. Even then, without knowing it, I was on the journey to my awakening. Several months passed and I repeatedly questioned that decision and why, despite being well qualified, I have had no success finding a new job. But now, finally, I see that it has all been orchestrated by a deeper consciousness in order to put me on the path to my true purpose, and to release all the negative, destructive patterns that had been pulling me into a downward spiral for nearly all my life. I am extremely excited by how this insight brought on by reading A New Earth is bringing about changes in me that I never thought possible. Although I have not found a job and I'm not sure when it will happen, I am encouraged that it will come and I have no fear that I will have to go without. I am more clear than ever that at this point in my life, my purpose is to take the desperately needed journey into my true self and reveal all that God has purposed for me in my life. My journey is not complete, but I now know that I am on the right path. Thanks for sharing your insight.

I was really looking forward to reading behind-the-scenes with you, Kim, and was so glad to see your posting today. You two are like a modern-day Rumi and Shams! My heart is full of gladness. Here, have some!
Maureen

Hi Kim,

Loved reading your Blog! Keep 'em coming!

Thanks, Karin

Kim...Namaste
Thank you for your soothing post. I am going to make it a point to check out your blog on a daily basis as part of my change.

Hello,

I enjoyed reading your experience. I am anxiously awaiting my aha moment and my life's purpose. After watching my niece come into this world and holding a friend as she died, I know for sure, there is a greater being. I believe my lifes experiences are the ground work for something fabulous and will pull all these questions into one answer. Thank You to Eckhart,Oprah and yourself for bringing this exciting experience to the world! Nikki

Kim, It's Cathy (Vandana) in San Diego. I can't remember when I first met you...I think it was your first visit to Tiru. You and beloved (departed) Leela were roomates at the ashram? It was years ago...I've been going annually since 1996 and have known Eckhart since the "old days" at Maha Yoga and the Inner Directions Gatherings. Please give him my best regards...he was always so kind to me. I can't tell you (and don't need to tell you...you KNOW) how amazing this is! When Eckhart and Oprah "highfived" each other at the end of the session I cried and cried...How beautiful this all is. What more to say other than WOW! I won't miss a minute of it. love to you both. XX00

"You are not what happens, but the space in which it happens!" AHA! Kim thank you for Being more and Human less. I totally understand.... Much blessings to you!!!

Hi Kim .. Reading your blog was like a breath of fresh air. AND all the positive responses that are coming on this page is so so so delightful!!! Eckhart's Teaching have made such a huge difference already. I love the way your wrote with such openness and trust. Thank YOU for sharing your experience. What a wonderful time to be alive!!! THANK YOU ECKHART!!!! and KIM!!!! AND OPRAH for getting this out to world.

Hello Kim and EveryOne. I appreciate your comment that identifying with my thoughts causes me to go back to sleep spiritually.
My awakening flows with eb and flow. Since I have periods of awakeness and sleep state. I have full trust in Consciousness to gently remind me that I have fallen asleep. It reminds me that It(Conscioness) is always present waitng patiently and lovingly for when I am ready to wake back up.

Kim you are such an amazing soul! we are neighbors here in beautiful Vancouver..and would like to meet you in person I find that the words you spoke of resonates with my spirit and that's how I live my every day moment with awareness, love and gratitude. Truly the experiences are not important but the space that we live and the times of our present moment is what we have. I had an out of body eperience last 2 yrs ago after doing a yoga Bikram session that night and that change my whole perception of time-space reality. My consciousness lies in my spirit not in my body and mind how awesome to know that this world and form thatI have now is an illusion but the truth is my eternal self who is living in this physical self that I have. my email address is mystic_angel15@hotmail.com if you can spare a moment of your time so I can connect to you. I live in Burnaby area and been here for 22 yrs, used to live in LA when I was a teen and found myself moving here. Have 4 children and currently interested in writing a book.

thank you for that awesome post, Kim! I have to admit that its really easy for me to get hung up on the "experience" instead of honoring the simple fact that if I am conscious of this moment now, then I am awake now.

Lovely. Just lovely.

Kia Ora from New Zealand Kim.
Thank you sooo much for your lovely blog.
Your title resounded with me, as the biggest gift in class for me was the quote from Eckhart and Oprah of deciding to serve life as opposed to taking from life... and that takes a leap of faith in that you trust that life will give you what it needs... very much a turning point for me, a huge aha moment!
Much happiness in your journey
Enjoy
Vanessa

Hi Kim,
Wow! I have to tell you I have been in a state of absolute and amazement for the past 3 days since watching the webcast on Monday night. I have dedicated my life to God on July 4, 2000. I'd been living in NYC, was successfully working in publishing in marketing, i was the office darling and had been working comfortably for 10 years ... but there was this nagging feeling in me that I was "missing" something. It was like a memory, or like I forget something, or some piece of the puzzle was missing and I couldn't see the whole. Words escape me. The underlying feeling was: THIS IS NOT LIFE. I was making good money, had all the appearance of success but I started to get logical and think things like: ok, so I'll probably make some more money, get more promotions, travel, get older, and then die. I could see my whole life played out before my eyes and it literally didn't make any sense to me. Work and work and work and work, to have a few fun moments, and a few weeks of vacation, meanwhile getting older and then dying in the end??????? This can't be life. It kept repeating itself over and over in my mind: this can't be life. But it was like I was trapped, and couldn't find the escape door. So I stood in my living room on July 4, 2000 and said: God, if you are there, I'm working for you now. You're my new boss. AND THEN six days later, on July 10, 2000 I was fired!!!!!! i am laughing as I type. I was laughing as they fired me. It was so funny. It was such a good moment. I knew I'd been hired by God!!! It's been a great adventure. I write a blog called Gorgeous for God which "inspires people to be as God created them ... perfect." It's based on A Course in Miracles. I loved everything Eckhart said. I sat there mesmerized and a little bit incredulous. The reason is because a few years ago it was given to me to see this world is an illusion. My family thinks I'm crazy. They humor me - like, okay, that's Lisa. She's a little crazy - she says this is a dream - but really, she's harmless. Just a little delusional.

I've been saying for years this world is an illusion. I was given a glimpse and a nudge and my life is completely different but my family is always trying to reason with me that the world is real and solid. So, the other night I'm watching Eckhart say: "there is no death" and "this world is an illusion" and talking about self-responsibility and I have to tell you: I've never seen anything like it. I was laughing out loud. I was so happy. ON NATIONAL TELEVISION. This is monumental and huge. And Oprah sitting there shaking her head, yes, yes, yes.

This is a brand new moment. This really is a global shift. I never thought I'd see this in my lifetime. I am so grateful. I'm happy you are blogging. Keep up the amazing work. i have bookmarked this page, and look forward to reading more. I loved the story of the voice in the cave telling you to leave your job and living space. Ha. Amazing.

Love, lisa

Absolutely delightful.

I very much appreciate what you and Eckhart are doing to help awaken humanity; it seems like you have jump-started the process. I have one comment and it is not meant to be confrontational. You stated that most people should not expect a sudden awakening like Eckhart did, but rather a gradual awakening over time. Over the years I have observed and also experienced that a sudden awakening event is a very profound thing. I wonder if the gradual approach reaches that type of profound place at its conclusion. The gradual approach may take a lifetime (especially if it is self-guided) while a sudden awakening can happen in the span of a day. It is not surprising that the shorter path would be preferred. I know from first-hand observation that some have found a way to the sudden awakening event. With any luck I will be able to discuss it with Eckhart when Chapter 9 finally arrives.

I am getting so confused by the names in the book. Why is God call consciousness?
Presence for Spirit?
Please clarify...
Thanks

Hi Kim, thank you for sharing, I don't fell there are people around me I can talk about these kinds for spiritual events. I have had my inner voice coming to me, the lastest one was a couple weeks ago, I received a call to take an interview, so I thought I would go and see what they have to offer. It was scheduled for the Thursday night at 8:30, at my present job, my superintendent asked me to attend a meeting schedule for the same night, but was at 7:00, it would be an hour long, so I felt I could do both, well the day before I received an email, my work meeting was changed to 8:00, no way I could make both, but this was the first time I felt the respect at my work, It felt my inner voice was telling me You are where you need to be, I felt the time change was a God given message. I felt it was by god the meeting times were changed. I have been reading the New Earth, I watched the video with Eckard and Oprah, The excitement I'm feeling I can't help but share it with the people around me. The decision making has seem to be easy, I got it, "take the I out of the situations" What a difference. thanks so much to all that share

Why are we so worried about our human species survival as a form, if we are not the form? Evolution can be what it can be. It may take a form,not take a form or take whatever form it evolves into.Why are we concerned about that, if we are beings?

Inspirational indeed. Uplifting. I personally believe the world on a grand scale is in a dire need of achieving peace. Ultimate peace in life, around the world, begins in each and every one us individually. Spreading the message of peace, and how to attain it through Mr. Tolle's and Kim's methods, is our duty as a humanity that is deteriorating as I see it.

Thanks for the blog Kim!

It is good to have a dialogs about spirituality and how to become more spiritual, God knows we are very much material and in need of material things, as we know it. To keep the right balance and take all in moderation and modesty could prolong our existence. We kill so many animals for food and plants for consumption and pleasure, we need to be thankful and forgiving. Maybe we can learn to live with in our means ie planet Earth, as species.

First of all Great Blog, Kim. Very soothing as someone else said.

Secondly I am glad someone else has brought this up. Isn't our greatest enemy fear. Doesn't the Bible say "perfect love casts out fear"
I too have wondered if the ideas and methods discussed here can become another " religion" in twenty years because ultimately there is a fear base to it.

Hello Kim...looking forward to read your blog every week and the comments of my others classmates. Should be very interesting to discover, has the weeks go by, the teachings of Eckhart...What a great adventure! I live in Canada (Québec City), and I'm so thrilled to think that at the same time, on Monday nights, I , buried in alot of snow, will share with people from all over the world, a teaching to be Awaken to make this planet a 'New Earth'. How fantastic is that! What a community! I'm so happy to know that so many of us have a commun goal and be spiritually uplifted throught Eckart knowledge...Thank You! Also, Thanks to Miss Oprah that through Her passion in wanting to share in Her enlightenment, She enlighten's all of us. Through Her will, all of this is happening...ALLELUIAH!!! Miss Oprah!

Wow Kim,

Thank you for your post. How nice to see that you have joined the board.

I was watching the Sounds True webcast this evening, and I must say, no matter how much I hear the words (pointers) it's always extremely helpful to me. For Oprah to be doing this class with Eckhart, and making the teachings so accessible, is a real gift.

Blessings to All.

Hi Kim, thanks for your post. Isn't it wonderful how we can use these boards to reach so many souls. I guess I had a similar experience. For me it all happened instantly. More that 10 years ago I had a sudden realization that everything happens for a reason and a peaceful feeling came to me, all of the worries did not matter. I refer to it like switching on a light. One click of the switch and I was lighter, all of my burdens were gone. What a feeling. I was going through a stressful divorce with a young child and so many things were in turmoil. I stayed in that bliss for some days and it is true, once you reach that point in your life you can never go back and I have always kept the inner peace. So many things have happened in my life over the next 10 years and although I was peaceful on the inside, something was missing, I tried to find that perfection that I knew was there until now, until reading Eckharts book. It changed me again (this brings me to tears) His way of presenting the ego is what has made the difference for me. I have always been able to separate the ego, always peering at the situation outside myself but never able to put my finger quite on what was missing. I lived thinking the balance was the answer, the ying yang. What I thought was you can't have one without the other and so I accepted or dealt with the bad as well as the good but Eckhart's way of presenting the ego has switched that light on again and seeing the illusion makes it dissolve. Words cannot discribe the feeling. Thanks Kim for sharing and thanks to Eckhart and Oprah for their shift towards "A New Earth."
Enjoy the journey. Beebalm46

Hello Kathleen. My name is Barbara, and I'm 66. We have perhaps a more urgent need to connect with Consciousness at our age - no? I have been struggling with this for 30 years now, when I first became aware of a "knowing" that there is something else. I first read this book when it was published in 2005, but after watching the webcast the other night, I realize I have spent too much time thinking about spirituality, and not enough time being. I have become too caught up in my personal dramas - family, work, problems, relationships, and too often feel overwhelmed and despondent. Thanks to Oprah and Eckhart, I now have a renewed strength to continue the "struggle", to concentrate more on being, not thinking. Doing was probably never my problem as much as thinking. Eckhart, Oprah and Kim are truly a blessing, as are you for reaching out to us all. Thank you.

I'm in such awe to be witnessing Eckhart, Oprah and now you Kim! It is so refreshing to read this blog with only inspiring wise words. Thank you for the pointer about accepting the moment fully or otherwise going to sleep spiritually. I am in a transition period in my life and strive to release my identification as I go through the process but find myself continually going back to fear and anxiety mode. Lisa, your story about work, work, work was so uplifting and funny - thanks. This event is an explosion in consciousness - I'm delighted to be a part of it. Yes, gradual does not seem as appealing as sudden awakening because there is more suffering in it - but I feel more at peace regardless. :) Val

hhbookworm, your life mirrors mine in a way. Right now, I am confronted w/a series of situations where people believe I should lead the group. I don't for the reasons you listed. Now, I have no problem leading if I decide to do the leading. My fear stems from people looking up to me and believing in me. It drives me crazy. I'm not really worried about failing because I would have the help of others and blame is not a concern; I can take it. My issue truly deals w/having people admire me for my leadership abilities. The crazy thing...I would hate to be perceived as a non-leader.

I like working on committees and helping my husband in his new career, so I can relate to Kim on her "behind the scene" role. Eventually, the universe needs certain people and you must step up and out, which is why Kim, ironically is no longer behind the scences

Hi Kim,
It is a pleasure to meet you agian. Although in reailty (smile) we have never met. I wish to thank you and Eckhart, and Oprah for this wonderful time in Earth's History. I am excited that the word is finally out in the open. For me it was like a craving for chocolate, I knew something was missing and craved it. I found it, and am still working it.
The funny thing is I am now deaf, watching the show was a big challenge for me. I can hear somewhat with a headset, although not as good as I would like. So, I have decided to watch it anyways, Spirit will allow the hearing of what I need to hear from the show.
I just want to really say Bless you and Eckhart and Oprah for giving everyone such a wonderful gift, the gift of Being. Of becoming . How exciting is that!
I am passing out The New Earth to as many folks as I can, To those I see struggling and those who are searching. It is wonderful!
In love and Thankfulness,
Ayshulin

Kim,
Thank you for reaching out. I too feel that what is happening is incredible. Everything in my life has brought me to this moment and for that I am greatful. As each day passes, I understand a little more, and I am truely greatful. Theresa

Welcome, Kim and namaste. I enjoyed your post and welcoming spirit. I have had similar experiences with moving without understanding or knowing my next step. The reasons have not been shown to me as they were to you. I am guessing it is about this journey. A New Earth is such a a delight to me. I had never heard of it or Eckhardt Tolle but was so excited by Oprah's announcement of this book. Some part of me must have been aware. Will look forward to your entries.

Thank you for taking a step out from behind the scenes to write your beautiful message. I will look forward to your future posts.

I enjoyed reading your blog. Your experiences were truly remarkable. I know that I have been ready for this book for a long time. After reading the first 2 chapters, I do feel this shift in myself.

I've felt 2 "aha moments" since Monday's class:
(1) Several times I have asked the question Eckhart posed, "What is my relationship with the present moment?" I have asked this during the course of my normal day and it is just a very calming experience. It makes me return to "my essence", the inner "me". I love it. While driving, I will feel movements in my foot on the gas pedal, my hands on the steering wheel, my breathing,....
(2) I have also benefitted from Chapter 2, pp. 52-53. I have drawn my attention to the individual body parts and felt the intensity that Eckhart calls my "essence identity". It is truly remarkable and beauty. It has allowed me to find that place where I can go to meditate, a place I have never been able to find before. I have been looking for "my essence" always with something on the outside to bring me in (i.e. mantra's, soft music, etc) and now I easily can bring myself to that place I've always had in my "inner self".

Kim, there are so many comments on this site that I doubt you have time or care to read mine. I am goinlg to add it anyway. I have been following Eckhart Toole sice 1998, during the death of my Mother. It was a difficult time as I became estranged from my siblings due to their labeling and treatment of my deprssion, anorexia, bulemia, borderline personality disorder.. I had gone into therapy with a very spiritual counselor who had been practicing mindfulness thru her reading of Tich Naht Hahn, Stephen Levine and others. When I first read the Power of Now, I was carrying a lot of baggage in the form of my painbody and lashed out at Eckhart in the form of half destroying the book . I angrily and forcefully wrote BULL----, over most of his suggestions. But through all that, something rang true in my gut and I have been fsollowing him since. I introduced him to my therapist and she is with him too.
I have been pretty much alone in my work with him. I am on a fixed income and no one in this area is on ths path, that I know of. Thank God for this webcast.
Also, something has been telling me to write a book----that my experiences could help so many others. I feel it but have no idea how to get it started. My ego is telling me that I don't have the self discipline or the contacts. But, sometimes I think all this past ruminating over and over again means that once I put it on paper in narrative form; I'll be able to let go of it. The book idea has been there about ten years. Am I not listening?
I am 66. Time is running out.

Inner peace is the reason I am reading and participating in this class. It is a gradual process for me to become awakened. For me it has been easier to hold on to the loss than deal with the hurt. With each word, sentence, paragraph and then chapter. It has been like this expierence was created just for me to guide my spirit back to peace. I am really looking forward to the second class.

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Blessings Kim, This is a time that certain people are ready for connecting to the spiritual side of themselves. We are a spirit that lives in a body. And the scriptures speak of a remnant of people coming together in oneness of spiritual things in these last days bringing heaven to earth. The teachings on listening and being still are so true, to be able to hear the Holy Spirit speak to us it is a must, our minds are the battle field we have to overcome with stillness and connection with the Spirit.It has been a life long journey for me to finally be able to quiet my mind and enter into the realm of the Spirit and receive revelation from above.Hearing that quiet voice inside confirming things for me has been a wonderful peace and has gotten me through many storms. Thank you and Eckhart for coming forth with what Jesus came to do and we messed up along the way with our egos,I look forward to the rest of the classes and connecting with others.

Ha ha, I loved the story about "being hired by God." That was great! I had an "ah-ha" moment after the first session when I wasn't able to see any of the broadcast except for the first bits, and snippets here and there. My friends had the same experience. And it made me wonder, how many of the 700,000 people who had logged on had an experience that most egos would find frustrating? And I laughed to think that, though it most certainly was not orchestrated....those of us who could not see the video and hear the voices...had an incredible opportunity to try to be present....and not let our pain-body take over and react to what, on the surface, would seem like a frustrating experience. So, although my ego didn't like not being able to participate...I got a kick out of it nevertheless! Another a-ha moment came a few days later, when I was driving to work, listening to Eckhart's "Living a Life of Inner Peace." After about 30 minutes (I have a 45-minute commute) I began to wonder, "am I listening to the same thing over and over again?" My ego reasoned that there was no WAY the CD could have played all of the tracks and gone back to the beginning, as the CD normally takes more than one trip to or from work, and I hadn't even reached my destination....I checked to see what track I was on, and my suspicion rose when I saw that I was on track one. I watched the display, and after a few minutes, saw that indeed, at the end of track one, it reset itself, and replayed the same track! I had been listening to the first track, over and over, for over 30 minutes! Talk about not being aware! I laughed so hard. Somehow, I had accidentally hit the "repeat" button, unbeknownst to myself. So my CD player reminded me that I was not being present! Truly, messages come in many different forms, if you will only listen! ;) "See" you all tomorrow night! Be light.....Denise

How interesting that I came upon your blog.

I am having the same dilema right now. My contract is up in a couple of weeks, and I said no more. Everyone around was concerned...thought I have lost my mind. How can you quit this job? I don't know....I couldn't really understand why...the decision took a minute....afterwards...i recognized my ego telling me how was i to survive...etc..when I recognized it...the voice withdrew...that's how I've gotten to distinguish between the little ego and the Self...the little ego vanishes when you recognize it...the Self does NOT.....I guess I will live....then it dawned on me that people around me were more concerned than I was....almost like I was in this merry go round just to keep people happy... why???? they are not me.... who are they? who am I? what is the point of this merry-go-round... let me get off...

The unknown is where I want to be...

So you are "the woman behind the man." From what you say, I can certainly see why that is the case. Your story to some extent) tells about how it happened for you. Wonderful! Thank you so much for caring and sharing. The beat goes on...

Thank you so much for this additional insight from you. I am finding solace in every bit of this class. Having this afterthought is the cherry on top.

I have been in civil service, food service and telecommunications service, after 45 years in this form I realize I am supposed to be in "Service" to Being. Becoming a Minister one of the things I spoke about was how "religions" are all the same, it's just a difference in language and geography. Your speaking of God, Consciousness, spirituality is resonating with me and reminding me why I am here, to become one with all, all energy, consciousness, God and humanity as intended by the Divine Creator. Thank you for bringing me back from ego so that I may continue to grow.

I also wanted to just say THANK YOU KIM for posting this blog with your insightful comments. I am gradually awakening and find that the more time and energy I give to A New Earth, the more I accelerate my awakening.

When I originally finished the book, I thought to myself "I want to be a Frequency Holder." Then as I re-read the book and take the class, I further realize that first of all, I can be, and am a Frequency Holder now in the present moment. I just need to be "aware" of that in the moment. Secondly, and lastly, I then realize that I JUST AM!

Thank you kim. I grew up with this view of 'i am not my thought rather an observer of my thought'. It is an ongoing struggle to separate myself from my thoughts, previously I used to give up but now i am meditating and coming back to the present moment every time my thoughts take me away.

Thanks too. Some quick thoughts on this book...

By investigating the situation humanity is in, and by being an awakened person, Eckhart was able to describe for us exactly where we are and what we need to do to change. If you are in the middle of the jungle you cannot see the way out. But someone who has already escaped, who is up high and can see everything around, can tell us, can help us. This is exactly the situation here. We are lost in the jungle with a cheap map. The problem is, the map we had before was made by someone who had never been where we are trying to go.

Even if the teaching we study came from a fully enlightened being, over time, all teachings degenerate. It is inevitable, as the knowledge is handled by people who are full of defects, thus the knowledge becomes defective. We are very fortunate to have in this teaching a very pure, very fresh teaching. This is a tremendous thing, whose value we are absolutely unable to estimate.

Sometimes, we don't like to hear the truth of our situation. Sometimes it can sound very harsh or exaggerated to us, or very cold. Or we have such faith in ourselves, such pride in our mind, that we believe we already know what we need to know. There is only one way to really know if we are working properly: by examining our lives, our hearts. Questioning ourselves, deeply, honestly:

Are we becoming free from suffering?

Do we have such equanimity that when someone screams at us we do not react with anger?

Are we deeply understanding the psychological problems that afflict us?

Are we deeply understanding the problems that affect others?

Are we becoming more compassionate? More patient?

For most of us, growing in this way is difficult. It is hard to accept suffering, to be kind in response to fury, to be peaceful in response to violence. It is easy to imagine ourselves being that way, but to be that way spontaneously is something else altogether.

We must be clear with ourselves, honest with ourselves. And this is difficult, painful.

If you have a bullet in your heart, the surgery will be unpleasant. Often, to fix the problem is as painful as the wound was in the beginning. But there is no other way to heal. There is no other way to cure ourselves, to become whole again. We have to bear some difficulty, some suffering in order for the disease, the wound, to be eliminated from within us.

Likewise, in order for us to escape from the jungle before we die in it, we must be willing to accept that we are lost, that we are in danger, and we must stop assuming that we know how to get out. We don't. If we knew how to get out we would not be here. If we knew how to get out we would not suffer any more.

We must stop assuming that we know ANYTHING. We must open our hearts and minds, and listen. And then, with maturity and internal silence, we will be told, from inside, what we must do in order to continue onward in our process to achieve the Self-realization of the Being.

Thank you Kim. Your sharing your story is so encouraging to those of us who are undergoing similar "preparations" in the space of not knowing what will come, just knowing that we are to prepare. I also appreciated Eckart's story of his following the inner guidance to move to the west coast without knowing why before hand. Yes, fear does arise, but it's sort of funny when we realize that we really never truly know what is to come. We only fool ourselves into a false sense of security with our schedules, jobs and obligations. Still, it's so human to want to know "what will happen next" before we take the first step. Even though I have lived almost 60 years in this particular body and have always been supported by Grace, I still can scare myself. So thanks again for sharing your own experiences.

Linda

Thank you for speaking to the gradual awakening process. Sometimes it is easy to get discouraged when I have had so many awakening experiences and yet have always returned to the egoic state. It helps to hear that this is the way it happens for most of us.
blessings to both you and eckhart
louisa

While attending a person in their 'end-of-days' as a Hospice Chaplain, there is often a wonderful response when I introduce myself, and say immediately; "I am here to attend the part of you that isn't broken or ill...I am here to attend the beautiful being that you truly are." There is a palpable recognition there...a knowing that this 'dying vehicle' isn't really who they are. It is a profound moment, and it belongs to us all...educated, seeker, or not...it is a natural marvelous uncomplicated knowledge. My task is to usher them to the surrender of what simply is. It is all exquisite! Aren't we in incredible 'times'? Joy!

Hi Kim - has anybody ever experienced "the shift" before reading Tolle's books?
I experienced the shift since I was a young child -- (a brief, sudden,***intense***, consciuousness awareness of "me" living) many times until years ago. I always reacted inmediately with intense fear and rejection. The witnessing lasted seconds, focused on present moment, visual image the same but more vivid and a little more dimension. I reacted shocking my head, and saying "no,no,no" until it went away. I wanted to go back to the "normal" state.--- I never new what it was until I read Tolle's books, when it happended again, several times but not as intense (didn't feel fear and my mind didn't reacted with rejecting the shift). The sudden shift stoped years ago. Did I block myself?. Or I am ok. now?, should I stop comparing with the past? Is the the ego making that comparison (past-present)? Was the fear caused by the ego, or by the brain reacting to something unknown?
Thank you.

Kim, I am grateful for your post. Your words helped clarify Eckart's message and the two of you are a gift to me and the planet. To offer a mental image, I am 62 years old, married to my high school sweetheart for 43 years, mother of 3, grandmother of 5, and a retired school social worker. I completed EST in 1980 where I ultimately learned to let go and RELAX. Burdens lifted, once I accepted things as they are ("What Is...Is"). I am clear that resistence causes persistence. I feel blessed that I can frequently live in the present moment and avoid placing my energy in yesterday's past or tomorrow's future. I am grateful for my blessings and experience NOW moments in joyful praise. A New Earth has helped me further understand egoic conscienciousness and conditioned thinking. My goal is to just let the thoughts be there. I say "thanks for sharing" to myself when I hear that little voice. Accepting the "monkey noise" helps deminish my self-talk for awhile. I AM not my mind, only a witness in space! I look forward to your inspirational comments and the rest of our journey together with Eckart, Oprah and thousands of my new best friends (including myself). Love is all there is!!! Peace be with you in the present moment!

"...no experience in itself is all that important. The experience comes and goes. In the past, I sometimes tried to hold on to such an experience and even make it into part of my identity. I now know that the experiences themselves are not ultimately what matters. What is it then that is ultimately important? Present moment awareness. That is the inner space out of which all experiences come and into which they return."

Thank you for that and for reminding me of Eckhart's "You are not what happens but the space in which it happens"

That has 'evolutionized' the way I perceive (in this moment) the way I participate in the arts.

bliss
Clare

Hi Kim, I believe Eckhart's work is of utmost importance. I have used similar methods to "wake up" and heal myself of chronic pain and illnesses. Victoria that called in last night really struck a chord and I wrote a message to her on the message boards I hope she gets. My husband and I listen to Eckhart's Power of Now on audio at night and he is one of my favorite teachers. Thank you helping to spread his work and for writing about your own experiences.

I know what you mean when you say it is not "Kim" counseling. I have begun to feel that same way when I talk to people about this. I just KNOW who to recommend to them and how to help. I also understand pain and illness and want to see more people awaken and heal themselves from within. I had become my diseases and once I disassociated myself, paid gratitude, did inner work including forgiveness and self-forgiveness and listened to my self talk... I began to heal.
Thanks again Kim -- for all you do!
Gratefully, Jenny

Well done {Everyone}.
I am listening, and am one who {just knows} as Eckhart will tell you if you ask him.
There are more of us and the clue is when to paraphrase the first chapter discussion, You Either Get It or You Don't.
But that is ok because that is where you are supposed to be anyway.
The only profound thought I have today is I wonder what John Lennon would be {adding} to the discussion.
IMAGINE!!!!
Kindest,
Michael P

Thanks for this post, Kim. You addressed some issues and concerns my husband and I were discussing after the webcast last night, namely, why does this step in evolution take so long, both on a personal and a global level? I appreciated your insight on this topic. I hope in the weeks ahead you and Eckhart will share (both on your blog and during the webcast) more about learning to practice being 'in the moment' in relationships. My husband and I are at different places on our path--in our growth--and we are both struggling with next steps, and for me especially, how to keep the ego out of my responses to the situation. I fully appreciate Eckhart's words last night on learning to be happy where you are and letting action evolve from that. I would love to hear more of your perspective on this--I'm now reading THE POWER OF NOW, and finding in some ways that it offers more 'practical' insight into all this--but I'm so glad I found your blog, as you help with that as well.
All best,
Cate

Very powerful. I am experiencing gradual awareness and I appreciate the words that come from your awareness. Thank you!!!

Hi Kim! Right when I saw your picture i felt this tingling of warmth and love come all over my body, just this great energy filled the air and with no hesitation i clicked on your blog and started reading. I just wanted to say Thank you so much for sharing your story. I've had a similar experience of awakening a few months ago when i started meditating. after having a very emotional prayer i suddenly stopped balling, i mean just stopped crying and felt this calmness over my body and that "voice", which was definitely not mine was load and clear, it was deep and clam and soothing, and it said "I forgive you. Every thing's fine, you're ok, everything is alright" and "to love" then i sat up and sat there in a meditative state and something beautiful and vibrant happened, i don't really know how to explain it in words really, i felt connected, apart of everything, the space around me was vibrating with this light of energy and i prayed for everyone to be awake and to know. after i came out of this i went to bed. the best sleep i have ever had. and woke up and everything was exactly how Eckhart described in his book and everything was sooo peaceful for a few weeks. but then i too did the same i tried to make it apart of my identity and it feels like i lost it all. I haven't been in that state of awakening since then. what can i do. its slowly starting to come back since I've watched the session last Monday. but how do i stay fully awake all the time without going backwards, i guess you could say?

Dearest Kim,
Two and half years ago I had to leave the work place altogether due to a 16 year old spinal cord injury that finally ruptured...so I thought. I too heard the voice, it was very demanding..."just leave" it said. I was so attached to the role of "doing" the first year was shear agony, constant questioning my decision. But I would always come back to my meditation, my prayer for 16 years,"bless me God with God Consciousness, nothing more, nothing less". The letting go has been difficult as the Ego had a strong hold. I have felt as if this journey of mine is to learn to "BE". My value not being the roles/hats I wear, the clothes/cars I drive, houses I live in, people I know, places I go, colleges I have attended...none of that as Eckhart describes in chapter two. I am not my past but only this present moment is releasing/freedom. I thank you for sharing your heart, your journey with us. Kind thoughts, D

Kim, a wonderful post, but I feel so "unawakened" because fear would hold me back from quitting my job without having another one waiting for me. I'm a single person and need to make money in order to provide daily necessities such as food and a place to live. Based on the many postings I read, I'm the only one who was thinking "I could never do that". I've been on a spiritual journey for 10 years now. It started with Oprah's year of TV called "Remembering Your Spirit". I've read all the spiritual authors she had on that season. I've read so many more. I listen to her Soul Series on XM radio. I'm mostly definitely on the path to awakening, but I'm not to the point of being able to just quit my job and trust the unknown. I can't wait until I get there though :)

Thank you, Kim, for your gentle and knowledgeable presence here. I truly enjoyed reading your blog and am awaiting (with "present" eagerness) for your next entry.

I wanted to comment on the following part of your entry:

"As soon as you identify again with every thought that arises, you have gone back to sleep, spiritually speaking. The underlying awareness, the I Am that is deeper than your thoughts, has become covered up."

One of the most encouraging elements that I understand from Eckhart's message is that the ego disolves through awareness. I aspire to an erosion of the ego to achieve a state of Consciousness. Do you feel we can disolve the ego, or is it simple a question of being vigilant in the present, and the ego remains on standby? Is the awakening process actually reversible?

Thank you once again for your blog. I love hearing your enlightened woman's voice in this process.

Kim, I have to agree with cledoux that seeing your picture both here and on you and Eckhart's website, that you really do exude a great peace, love, and gracefulness that comes with being present. I'm so happy to see you have a blog here and I'm eager to see what you continue to have to share with us as all of us try to become more and more conscious every moment. I find the "Presence through Movement" you do to be very beautiful and spiritual. I keep feeling pulled to start doing some yoga and tai chi to help me slow down and get centered. Grace and peace to both you and Eckhart as you continue to travel and teach and BE! Blessings!

Hello,

I have been greatly inspired by this book. Mr. Tolle states something to the effect that Now is all we have. How does something like planning for a trip play a part when we are to be present now? Doesn't our mind have to think beyond now to plan? I feel this is the hardest part for me to grasp. Can I plan for something with a conscious state of mind? Do we ask ourselves at the moment of planning if the planning details are coming from ego or consciousness?

I am thinking that perhaps in being present the choices will arise in which you choose what is best for the situation and not for the ego. Would this be accurate? If we are always conscious of NOW than how do I THINK about going on a trip if I'm not thinking of the future?

I loved watching Eckhart respond to the callers last Monday night - so gentle, so supportive and with advice that people could really act upon! Your responses, Kim, to your blog-readers questions contains a similar inspiring vibration. I am grateful to both of you for your graceful art of presence - and to Oprah for creating a context for all of this to happen. I was also moved by Grace42's post. I felt that beautiful recognition that you offer hospice patients, jump right off the page into my heart. For Kim, I have a question about giving or drawing attention to unpleasant facts that it seems we all "should" be aware of: like the appalling effect of the World Bank on Third World Countries, cruel conditions of agro farming, the possibility of 9/11 being an "inside job". I don't know how to "be" in relation to these forms of injustice. They bother me. How does the "Higher Self" relate to these conditions responsibly without making them into enemies?

Sumanjoshi, megatrax and grace42 all have asked questions or commented on similar topics about which I, too, am interested in learning more. What response is appropriate to those who would say this perspective on life is another "opiate of the people"? And how might one's perspective on death be affected? I can't say I fear death, but I also know I would rail against my child's murder, and that I would rather choose the time of my own physical end then linger on in the, seemingly, "lost soul existence" of my dear mother who (as we have always known her)has been taken by Alzheimers.

I am glad that you are Eckhart's friend.

I too am struggling with the continuous stream of "unpleasant facts" about our world. I could barely bear it when I read a recent book review of "Human Smoke" that detailed how "World War II was one of the biggest, most carefully plotted lies in modern history," which, the reviewer states, is "well documented". I was a child during World War II and I remember my pride in my country. What I learned during a recent trip to India is that there is a difference between the inner and the outer. Spirituality is 'inner' and dealing with the real world is 'outer' Certainly, some spiritual people take action in the outer world. On the back of a rupee note that I got in India is a picture of Gandhi leading the salt march. My hope is that by continuing this spiritual journey I may be led to take some constructive action in the world. I just don't know what that is right now.

Dear Kim,
Thank you, thank you, thank you, for your sharing! For what is currently happening in "my life/story" "Your story" was the most perfect words I could hear at this moment. I am at a cross roads and am seeking inward for guide-ance. A 14.5 year love/patnership/relationship is dissolving, I will be leaving my current home, where to, I have no idea. Will be discovering a new career as well, don't know what that will look like either. At 51 years young it is very exciting/scary/enlivening/petrifying to be jumping off this cliff into I know not what. So during my daily meditation time into silence, I've asked what would you have me do? Where would you have me go? How would you have me be?
How, was answered with: patience. As for the answers to the other questions, well nothing has surfaced yet. So, I will just live in not knowing, until something moves within.
Again, thank you. As I sit here writing this, tears are coming..........

Kim, I love this blog. Thank You so much for talking to us.
Re: This waking-up and falling back to sleep, and your use of
suffering as your alarm clock, and Eckhart's words, "All it means is
that I am no longer identified with thoughts. I don't think in terms
of 'I'm free of ego.' That would be ego again."
This has been my most recent ah hah from these insights, and my
experience of "falling in and out" of consciousness and ego. I heard
"You cannot "hold onto" your Consciousness. You cannot "lose" your
Consciousness. Both of these thoughts/fears are just ego." This has
been such a key for me in these teachings, a missing piece.

The space in which all things happen is known to family and friends as Ruth whose fondly called Pinky...who at the present moment is gratefully aware for Mr. Eckhart, Oprah, you and all the awakened souls.

While I'm enjoying reading your blog Kim in the aftermath of the webcast, I did want to point out an important area where we differ, and that is concerning the issue of gradual awakening vs sudden awakening. I don't believe as you do, that there is such a thing as gradual awakening.

I had a sudden awakening experience like Eckharts in 96. Took me by surprise in the middle of the night and even though I had meditated transcendentally and practiced the advanced TM siddhi program for 25 years, my nervous system was unprepared for such an onslaught of energy. It took me quite awhile to adjust, but with the help and grace of a teacher from Ramana Maharshi, I was able to integrate the last vestiges of fragmented consciousness and embody it. But the important point here is, the ongoing 'non experience' of Beingness that followed this 'death' of self when the energy rose that night, never changed. It did not ever come and go.

In talking to scores of friends in satsangs around the country these past l2 years, I've come to realize that the prevalent notion that there can be Awakening or Realization that comes and goes and finally stabilizes after some time, is just not true. It's essential that spiritual seekers understand this point least we devalue the word enlightenment itself.

I quote Wayne Liquorman, a teacher from the lineage of Ramesh Balsekar, whose clarity is beyond reproach. He says and I agree, "I do not believe that there is such a thing as 'partial realization'. I recognize there is seeking. I recognize there is intellectual understanding and there is spiritual experience, both of which are progressive and cumulative. And I recognize there is the final understanding, which is sudden, irrevocable, and after which there can be no further process, in the same way that you cannot be 'more dead'. You can only be dead; you can't be dead plus. Once dead, there is no question of stabilizig into your deadness. And realization, or the final understanding, is exactly like that".

" In my definition of this final understanding, gradual or evolutionary enlightenment is not possible. What that refers to is this unveiling process of seeking in which you have spiritual insights. In that stage, there are often very real spiritual experiences in which you know the oneness of things. Such experiences ebb, and then they often come back again. That's what I call the process of spiritual seeking. This process has increasingly been redefined in the new age movement as enlightenment or awakening. It is neither.

I also don't believe there is a 'prescription' for awakening. I think the workbook notion is beyond silly. One can never grasp this by the mind as Eckhart knows full well. It can only happen by Grace, usually by exposure to one who transmits the Silence via their own empty/ fullness. For some it is a spontaneous combustion due to their spiritual ripeness without exposure in this lifetime to any teacher or teacher. I didn't TRY to be in the moment - didn't even know what that was - it all just naturally occurred AFTER the rise of the energy. Past and present automatically disappeared without effort.

That's how all religions began - one saint had the ongoing experience of Pure Being - Jesus, Buddha, Ramana etc - and then unfortunately they or their followers began to make up WAYS of getting there - stare at an object without words etc -meditate - stand on ones head - walk in nature etc. In their great kindness, they wanted all to have and recognize what they have - freedom from suffering - so they made up a list of 'TO DOs' - the list of commandments and 'Right' living goes on and on. In my humble opinion, all prescriptions for gaining this understanding are doomed to failure..you can't get it from a book or by DOING anything.

There is so much misunderstanding and misinformation in the spiritual world today - everyone trying to be a teacher before they are fully hatched -and it seems that everyone and their grandmother who has ever sat under a tree and felt it's power and silence is calling themselves awakened. This is what it is, but I for one, would not like to see the highest goal of human life be devalued by so loose a use of our spiritual language.

By introducing this teaching to the masses - this final teaching that was only reserved for the most spiritually ripe in the society - there is a great opportunity for sure - but there is also a hidden dark side - so much room for misinterpretation. Just as Eckhart has decided not to use the word God as it's meaning has become confused, I also feel that the words awakening and enlightenment should be clearly redefined or put out to pasture.

Dear Jordan?,
So while I'm waiting around for the lightening bolt, or not-waiting, I choose to practice a practice like noticing my thoughts, noticing my emotion-charged thoughts and being aware of how critical I am of others and need to be right. Sort of like how you meditated transcendentally and practiced the advanced TM siddhi program for 25 years. Adyashanti, who is an area non-dual teacher, says (pardon me for paraphrasing) that as far as he can tell, as many people get enlightened falling off bar stools as those who do any practice. Nevertheless, he shares with us that his teacher says that the most important factor in waking up is something like Lee Lozowick describes as "intention" in the quote below from a 1995 interview with "What is Enlightenment" magazine: I'm not necessarily a fan of either the magazine or the man, but I like what was said and it resonates with me. (Pardon for all the uses of "God", "enlightenment" and "awakening".)

WIE: I understand that about twenty years ago you were transformed by an experience that occurred after you woke up one morning, literally, from a night's sleep. What was that experience like and how did it occur?

LL: It's something I never talk about. To define the experience is to lead people to expect something similar, which is very misleading. So I've really made an effort not to talk about it beyond saying it was the event that catalyzed my entering into teaching work, or that catalyzed my representing divine influence in the world. The actual description of perceptual data is too specific and unique to mean anything to anyone else. What I do say about it is that I was doing very rigorous Sadhana [spiritual practice]. None of that Sadhana was itself responsible for the event that precipitated this shift in context and yet paradoxically there is an association. The person who I was in relationship with was traveling and I was living alone. So it was the first time that I had any time really to do a retreat and I took that week as a retreat week. The intensification of sadhana was not what precipitated the event and yet a strong field of practice and intention-real exclusive intention in the sense that there was nothing I wanted more than to serve God, commune with God, understand God- was very crucial.

I totally know this is a call for the "Awakening" of those who are seeking The Truth. In this awakening let's make sure we are clear on what we are expressing to each other. Each one of us are truly "Present Space" with life assignments and the accountability of fueling the spaces around us with "Life".

The quote of Jesus you used Kim is missing a key word. Kim's quote "When two or more are gathered, I am in their midst". But the scripture is "For where two or three are gathered together in my name, there am I in the midst of them". "My name" is the missing keys.

Oprah and Eckhart your space assignments are great and thank you for sharing them with the world, God Bless you and peace upon you.

There is no place of conclusion, consciousness does not require a definitive answer, for concluding to one it becomes conditional.
'Truth' is limitless and unconditional.
Time is only a concept of the mind there is only 'Now'.

Kim, when you said...

"One morning, as I was meditating, I heard an inner voice (which felt very different from the usual thoughts that would go through my head) saying to me, "There are two things that you need to do when you return home. One, do not go back to the work you are doing. Two, you are to move out of the place where you live." Then, poof...the voice was gone! When I got home two months later, I had almost forgotten about the voice. Shortly after my return, my employer called and asked me to come back to work. (They wanted to renew my contract, which had expired). Suddenly, I was surprised to hear myself say, "No thank you. I won't be coming back." It felt as if I was watching myself from some other dimension. Then the memory of what I had experienced in the cave came rushing back to me. Over the following month, I was like an outside observer, watching myself go through the motions of packing and moving boxes, furniture and other household items. Since I had no idea where I would move to, occasionally fear arose. After I moved out, I found myself with very little money, no job and no home. Friends of mine put me up temporarily. Then one day, out of the blue, Eckhart (whose book The Power of Now had just been published) asked me to help him with his work. In that moment, I realized why I had to leave my home and job. I was being called to trust and live my life in God. I had to leave my past behind and trust in the unknown. I had to be ready and open for a totally new life situation. I remembered that Jesus had said something like, "Do not worry what you shall eat, what you shall wear, even what you shall say, for in the moment that you need them, it shall be given.""...

I really resonated with the fact that you received some information that you trusted. I had a similar situation happen in meditation where I got a message five years ago after reading "The Power of Now" to start a business. The difference is I never pursued it to fruition. I did some personal growth because I realized that I would not be able to help anyone if I did not help myself and yet I haven't as of yet quite had the confidence to actually start the business. I don't want to let it go because the message was so strong and yet I feel so afraid, which obviously you didn't... you just followed your message and moved. I want to trust in myself and yet I am afraid, do you have any suggestions?

dear kim and eckhart.. i met you both in the basement of the New York City airport. i told mr. Tolle he pronounced his name wrong.. i guess he was right after all.. he was getting his bag and said he wanted to give it one more ride around the baggage carousal.
Who but Eckhart would say that.
I told him it was baggage abuse i guess it wasnt. I have read new Earth and im rereading it and power of now.. I hope i can apply it My husband understands it better. And uses it. i try to get it on an intellectual level.. but i want to start to really use it not just read it..
Thanks so much. Roslyn Halperin.

dear kim, just reading your comments gives me a taste of lightness and make me feel at ease. Love! Norbert3

I so appreciate your comments, Kim, as well as those of others here, who've stepped off that cliff, trusting they would fly....this is month #9 in a family member's guest room, hundreds of miles from friends of many years, long-time customers, community.

The "story" is that a house I'd leased for years sold to new owners who wanted to live in it. More of the "story" is that it was in a hurricane recovery zone, where transitioning from one residence to another isn't necessarily immediate, at this point. However, it was well past time for me to move to new quarters, plus I'd become over-identified with aspects of life that had become limiting, and I felt fairly grumpy quite a lot. So, when I couldn't find affordable housing by the move-notice, I stored my stuff, finished work commitments and came to the present location, thinking it would be for only a few months, to re-connect with family members, decompress from Katrina stresses and allow housing to open up back home.

Four months later, a tree fell on my well-running, but older car (translate: low insurance pay out), as though to say, "STAY PUT!" So, put I am. : )

The ego nags that I must have finally gone round the bend, because I've stopped worrying as much about mounting debt, lack of transportation and no prospects of improvement. I'm trusting that Whatever brought me this far will ultimately take me to experiences that I enjoy more, venues in which I can make a greater contribution.

The ANE book and study course are helping me still my energy and become inwardly quiet, at least part of every day. There are woods adjacent to this property, and my dog and I have had long, VERY special, deer encounters. A large snake studied me while I watched her, from inside the house. It's a special place and I feel privileged to be here, even while I also long for a place of my own, flower gardens and meals shared with people who like to eat what I like to cook. For now, I'll just stay tuned A.

Shiva, shiva.
Thanks for reminding me of Arunachala.
Hope to see you in it's shade one day...

Shiva, shiva.
Thanks for reminding me of Arunachala.
Hope to see you in it's shade one day...

Hi Kim,

I just found your blog and I want to say how grateful I am for it. I also have a painbody still (I assume) which is dormant for long periods and I have moment by moment learned to stay in the present. It was wonderful to read words of another who has taken the same path and has had similar experiences.
After almost a year of no real suffering and often immense joy and presence I recently had a period where my ego became strong again (when there was a fear of not being able to support my children) and I went through it, learning the lesson and feeling such intense joy as it was released, I found myself feeling sorry for those like krishnamurti who were born enlightened and never experienced the release of fear and the bliss which replaces it. well it wasn't so good that I want to rush out and do it again but it did feel good :-)
Thank you so much for expressing so well how it feels to be on the slow steady moment by moment path.

Lots of love,
Meg

WOW Eckart!
I am impressed!
Or should I say AGHAST!

You have become soooo FAMOUS that now you are no longer able to respond to letters from individual EGO-I's that write to you because you are so busy.

Might I ask WHAT is keeping you sooooo busy?

I mean once you're enlightened as you are what else IS there to do beside talking to individuals who ask you questions in the NOW.

In any case it is interesting to note that you, the individual known as Eckart Tolle, can now ONLY respond to inquiries having to do with:

Products ¿ Inquiries and questions about ordering
Customer Service ¿ Regarding your purchase
Events

Furthermore you say:

At this time Eckhart only receives correspondence by postal mail.

BUT then you specify that:


Please note: Due to the popularity of The Power of Now (currently available in over 30 languages) & A New Earth the volume of correspondence is such that Eckhart is no longer able to respond personally.

So, in the end, you want people to shop on your website, you want people to send letters to your mailbox, but you will NOT be writing back.

I wonder....is your mailbox attached to an incinerator?

If not....don't you think that is a great idea?

I mean you're not going to respond to any of those letters anyway?

And it's obvious you have stopped reading them a long, long, looooong time ago.

So it's only logical that you SHOULD incinerate them as they arrive:-)

Dear Tolle Lama, you have become a mockery of yourself.

You MIGHT have killed your FIRST EGO, but you have created a brand NEW EGO that is alive and well and laughing all the way to the bank.....as you hold hands with Saint Oprah!

I wonder what you'll do when you wake up from THAT illusion?

Maybe you will decide that your first impusle was indeed the correct one:

YOU SHOULD HAVE JUMPED OFF THAT BRIDGE!

Well, not to worry, there are lots of bridges waiting just for you to finally put an end to your miserable existence. :-)

Cheers

jesus did not give up his ego in the garden of Gethsemane nor should western people The reason God came to earth was to experience in the flesh what its like to be a human and to suffer and the only way you can suffer is to have a ego, no ego then you're just an animal who can not learn from that suffering
lesson of Tibet makes that clear for "there is no there there anymore"

jesus did not give up his ego in the garden gethsemane nor should western people God came to earth in order to learn what its like to be human and in order to do that you need an ego. God learned that to be human required an ego in order to suffer, so jesus suffered. Tibet on the other hand looked at the ego as evil so therefore when real evil came to them in the form of chinese troops the tibetans just thought Oh I'm just going through another ego trip,and that's why there is no there there anymore

shamus

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