Without getting specific, I just got blindsided...just when we feel enlightened and perhaps experienced an aha, or several ahas, life throws us a curve ball and everything gets twisted and bent out of shape...this is the uncertainty principle expressed in it's full glory...this is cause to reflect that the Earth School is really a mixed bag of lessons...it is easy when things are going well, but then when the crap hits the fan we may feel betrayed...why did I not se this coming?......how did I get fooled again?...we have to realize that good and bad stuff happens in the world of duality...this is part and parcel of our collective and personal experience here and Now...the only way to be is to be firmly anchored in the Now as we journey forth on the crest of the wave...to identify with the relative is to be lost in the dream, to identify with the Absolute with intention, is to intimately know as felt realization that Life is Eternal and all things must pass......peace, habsonfire